FAITHwithin; XD

2008-05-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

Sometimes unexpected things do happen. Effort does not equate to success. But how come some people get the stuffs that you ever wanted without much effort? No doubt, I am disappointed in myself. Time again, i told myself i will be strong not to let my friends worry but it is tough to clap for him and to smile at him and to see him shaking his hands in front of me.

thanks peiqi for pulling me out of the room, thanks jolyn for running to find me, thanks mayves for comforting, thanks siying for asking me if im alright, thanks hebei for consoling me. thanks jiayun for understanding what am i going through

camwhoring really made me cheer up. that feeling is just great. throwing all those troubles behind.

i hope you seniors like the jelly we made. the times we had fun, joy and laughter. the concert we had together. those memorable moments that i wont forgot. i love you guys sounds gay, but it's true.

thanks abigail for offering your hug to me. thanks dbr seniors for the gifts. thanks erhao for counselling me, wanting me to stand up again. thanks jannah for making us less left out.

dinner was spent at swensens. those sweet little ice cream really made my day. thanks peiqi for the treat and consoling me with ice cream. sorry if i created discontentment within you all. sorry. it is just that we really wanted ice cream.

thanks anqi and christine for helping and being a nice listening ear. I think the way i talk almost make you all puke blood

sometimes, things are not supposed to be yours. after talking to erhao and abigail and gary, i really feel what they feeling now. TKUS, strong and solid we are, never will we split up. This sentence will stand throughout the darkest storms right?

2008-04-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

Finally had some rest during the long weekend but the teachers are giving homework as if they were FOC. my room is getting and messier each day.

supposedly there is the tkus outing to watch marching band syf competition. But then somehow it left only me, abigail and sharyn. The performance was enjoyable. We counted how many props that dropped on the field, staring at the dancer whose long mexican skirt dropped (HAHHAHAHA!), female drum major holding the mace, seeing abigail's dad sms and listening to the instrument that farts melodiously. As we were waiting for the results, abigail's sis came. She is so playable. I told her to give me a Hi-five and she just placed her palm on my palm. LOL. so cute right? She is so chatty and humourous. i like her a lot because she said that i am more handsome then gary. HAHA. Then abigail told me that if gary ask her, then she will twist her answer again. But i dint allow gary to ask her because i am very happy with the answer. HAHA. shall catch up with amanda soon. (:

I think all of the bands put in tremendous effort. (: shant elaborate abt the results as journey is more important than its destination. (:

had dinner with the non clarinets. (siying, chinghong and me) at pastamania. we eat and chat. However their conversation got lots of censored part and really triggered my curiousity to know abt the censored parts. GRRR. the content sounds so delicious lah. hah.

anyway, happy birthday to cedric. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE.!

may all your wishes come true. (:

2008-04-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Over the weekend, I discovered that I am still a kid at heart. It's too difficult to keep your emotions in your heart. It's painful. I must be strong and move on. That's life. If you don't improve you will be the bottom.

Although im not close to him, but when seeing him lying down there, and see faces of relatives crying, it disheartened me. The news was quite unexpected to me. There were many flashbacks in my head and emotions came like a tidal wave when i saw him. It was too sudden. Rest in peace gramps.

2008-03-29T21:06:00.000-07:00

Every good things come to an end. In fact yesterday ended with something bad. Sigh. By looking back at myself a few years back in primary school, I really felt so foolish, so dumb, and silly for those unneccessary worries.

Peiqi was the highlight of the day yesterday during the playground. Firstly she can get up the spiderweb like a monkey. But then on the way down she is like a cat. (Im sure all of you heard that cats usually get stuck on the tree and needs some kind people to save) haha. Next we sat at the orbital like thing which keeps you spinning when you sit. As she was spinning she fell of the thing, i think knocked by a guy. then she fell out of the orbital. Fortunately she didnt stand up if not she will get hit on her head. Luckily she was rolling on floor laughing, rofl. The worse thing is that she dint remember a thing. After which we sat on this thing like mini firefox. So erhao and gary pulled her and when she came to the end, she was like almost flying off. When we see that we were like 0.0 probably she is too lightweight. hah

so the tkbs + principal(jolyn) ran back to the pit because we were too enthu in cleaning up. So we helped part of the tkgs to clean up first before they left. Moment later we left too.

WE DIDNT TAKE SECTION PICTURE LA. and i dint camwhore as much. (: anyway, happy belated birthday lingmei. i haven done my pi, econs test prep, math assignment chem tutorials, physics tutorials. so -.- gonna be productive later. And christina is damn pervert. Because from her house she can look into my toilet. (we stay in the same block). So yesterday she told me that your toilet light is still on. I was like "shit! what if she peep at me when im bathing next time." that that.... pervert.

2008-03-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was an unpleasent day. It was a blazing hot friday afternoon even the wind produced by the fat was warm. Everything is so stuffy and it made me so uncomfortable. The only thing that cheer me up was the ikea trip eating meatballs with tkbs, tmss, part of perc gang. Didnt realise jolyn so informative. It is not a very positive word though. HAH.

Band practice wasnt as interesting as previous practices. We were given another new piece which I dint understand. At moments I was feeling very frustrated with myself for not getting the music well unlike my peers who seems to get it done so easily. So practically I was glommy-ing over there. That's why ms sia keep on calling me to play. That was why again that i kept turning around to find somebody to smile to. (:

tmr is gonna be a fun day. (: gonna prepare myself for camwhoring sessions. hah

2008-03-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

having YEC later. i wonder if my plan for my nightwalk will be accepted by the majority. Hopefully everything goes well later when i present. shit. Studying with christina is not productive at all. (maybe it is the place because there's a lot of girls for me to see). Apprently, Christina has a very thick skin. like about 7metres thick. (= enjoy whereever you are. dont think too much

Girls have changed their taste said:
i woke up at 12 plus

Girls have changed their taste said:
ha

Regina. says:
lol

Regina. says:
i worst than you

Regina. says:
haha

Girls have changed their taste says:
haha

Girls have changed their taste says:
i think you have sank too much into ur dreams.

if weiyi read this he will find some way to suan her too. but seriously without her in our class i doubt we will have much entertainment.

anyway, im proud to be a doublereed-er lols. just some random thoughts. >.<
i discovered there are some naughty boys and girls out there who reads my blog without tagging. if i know who you are, im going to smack ur backside with my racket. >.<

am i doing the right thing?

2008-03-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

i also want to show off my 2.4 timing, im a little proud of it. haha 10.48 mins. (: ccan i reach below 10.30? hopefully i can do my standing board jump and pull up if not there's no point for me gettingA for running.

2008-03-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

It has been a long day. Too busy to even sleep. 24hours a day is far too short for sleeping, studying (it takes almost half of the day. imagine more than 12 hours in school), eat, celebrating birthday, hanging out, and slacking in the most unglam postition

My computer is trying to irritate me now, by auto restart or hang for like 4 -5 times. Imagine you type halfway and poof everything is gone or you are in the midst of chatting with your friends? HP is not very efficient. I gave them service calls and till now the HP engineers have not give me any calls yet and worse of all I got this cursed CPU because it need maintainence for every 2 to 3 months.

There's something within me which is building up --- guilt. I felt uneasy by suaning regina and ppl at times. Just to apologise. I dont mean to do it. But for regina's case is different. She even laughed at herself when we teased about her.

So far i think i gave a number of teachers bad impression especially chem, econs and physics. Im going to give you results to change your impression of me tutors. I don't want to be those irritating students who dont do teachers work or create chaos. We won't ruin 101's pleasent history. (:

its time for us to reflect

2008-03-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

Many things had happened and I want to change myself. Before the holidays started, I told myself I will complete all my assignments before doing anything else. But procrastination cause it all. I'm going to stop all of it. >.<

My MOE Overseas School Attachment Programme Interview is screwed up. When they asked if I am interested in the programmes offered by local research institutes, my heart sank to the bottom. Although what is offered for the local is interesting, I totally missed the opportunity to go overseas because I dint prepare much for my interview.

Physics test was kinda -.- My answers were wrong. I want to get A for it. But I doubt I will even make it to a C.

Somehow I dont understand for 1 qns I can think for half an hour but people can solve it in like 5 minutes. Study buddies, anybody?

maybe it was a wrong choice.

2008-02-29T20:14:00.000-08:00

Its 29th Feburary. Once in every 4 years. Til now I don't have any friends that is born on this particular day. Ms Sia was kind to us to let us off by half an hour earlier so nice of her. Im feeling damn out of place with my PRSS uniform in Meridian. When is my uniform coming? Imagine everytime you down the aisle with so many eyes on you as if you are some mutated freak.

1 more oboist joining the dbr. Im afraid that i will be out of dbr soon. ); Im watching L with PAE S102 tmr. >.< Hope that it is gonna be worthwhile

2008-02-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

Orientation night was marvellous and I was high throught the night especially with all those jumps and hell loads of cheers and shaking. The orientation ended up amazingly well, much better than the first couple of days. Seriously I think the callisto OGLs and OHLs did a lot of effort which can be seen from the crops and how successfully they made the OGM hyped up. Move it CALLISTO!

Bah. Crystal left s101 for 102. and im freaking sad. To continue the PAE 08S102 spirit, we decided to meet on the first day of every month. WOOTS. and it will be a 'pooling' day. 1st of march is coming. >.<

just realise that my class is moving very fast and i think im the slowest because i was 1/4 awake throughout the lectures despite poking myself.

mosquitoes are reproducing expotentially. kill of them. muhahaha

2008-02-22T20:30:00.000-08:00

Ah. I think the fish and chip from yesterday made my throat worse.

2008-02-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

Section outing today. I dint regret joining oboe in sec2. I didnt had such a pleasant afternoon with my section for a long time. Despite still having some fever and sorethroat viruses/bacteria within me, I still enjoyed the time with my section. More outings, more pictures, more reeds, more interesting scores, more time for us to talk. MORE MORE MORE! >.<

2008-02-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to Christina:

Quite shocked/disappointed/sad/depressed when i heard the news that you are not going to be in mjc anymore. well, basically i lost an animated friend, who is like a noise box keep talking non stop, a good friend to bicker with. I seriously dont mind you stealing my connection away using ur blue tooth. although doing chemistry with u was quite unproductive, but the joy in it is undescribable. within just 1 month, you had already shown ur unglam actions and your not so girlgirl side. accompany me to buy my new year clothes until late at night with ur iMeridian shirt in orchard. I really miss you friend. Although i know i can see you whenever i want because u stay at the same block as me, i still want to tell you that u are greatly missed. );

it's not the end. right?

2008-02-19T05:06:00.000-08:00

Posting results have been released. Hope that all those people are pleased with their results. For those who don't there are still appeals. Good luck on it!

About 4 people going to leave S102. Hope that they will have fun in their own jcs.

Vincent Jason C-weed and Regina Jeraldine Crystal are still intact. Hopefully we don't change class. i want to be in the same class as yingshi and deqing too. Yay! Deqing is damn act cute like Youjie like that. Just that DQ looks grumpier and talks like a kid. hah. Luckily VJ rejected you. If not I will lose a slacker friend. I hope most of our class will still remain the same as it is. Angeline, yingshi junan, you all pray hard too. Same class ah! lols.

Again, all the best for sherli and youjie. hopefully both of you are in the same class alright? okay. just hope that both of you will be in the same class as me. xD

I think I am too greedy. So many wants. Am i facing scarcity? Unlimited wants in relative with limited resources. (: PAE has ended, time to start up the engine. I repeat, build up, not CHIONG. There is a very distinct difference. (:

2008-02-08T20:34:00.000-08:00

this is my 100th post. Chinese new year is going away soon

Come on everybody and follow me:

HUAT AH!!!

2008-02-07T18:25:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year is here again. HUAT AH! quite satisfied with my outfit this year and of cos my hair style. I am image conscious. I know. hah. I am on sunshine boy style today. haha. i feel so outcast by my cousins. some of them are just purely too young. some of them hardly talk to me. maybe i shall take initiative today. haha. stalk all of them. hah

Played cards and won some. >.< HUAT AH. win more win more. STRIKE AH.

Anybody opening up their house for chinese new year? inform me to crash your house.

I feel so weak now. haven been exercising much. how long more to get my macho built?

just some random thoughts, i kinda miss zodiac. haven been meeting them for quite sometime.
Joel, known you for dunno how many years ah, dont even tag my board. no matter how much i tell you to tag, you die die also dun want to tag. you would rather tag at hinkai's blog. so much of me thanking you in my thanking post.

oh yar. priscillia wanted to buy a test tube to give her mortal. here goes:

Pris : do u sell Test Tubes here?
Cashier: oh~ *smiles* u mean the Pregnancy Test Kit issit?* faces turned to look at me *
Pris :O ~~ HUH? NO LA! the normal put chemical test tube!
Cashier: oh~ nope. we dun have it.
Pris: erm. ty

(from pris blog)

Valentine's is coming. and dbr is made up of only one guy--- ME. going bankrupt soon. dunno what to give them. we are going to have angel and mortal game within our own dbr. >.< excited.

shihan and cedric and yunjie: COME TO MJC. See you there!
Eleen: Heeello (you know where my hello got 3 e? because ur name got 3 e)
diana: will link you soon
sher and hinkai: tag more and i will update more
Mei: happy chinese new year
bk: i know i still owe you lots of stuffs. i feeling damn paiseh now
pris: haha. you go buy you testtube lah. ahaa.
Naughty boy and girls who read my blog but nv tag. haha. later i take away your angbao money

2008-02-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

About 4 weeks of JC life has gone passed. Within this 4 weeks you can see many different faces of people. Some of them changed for the better, some start to show their wolfy face from that sheepy clothings. When you do group work, it is better for you to do with someone with personal responsibility. i dont think i demand much stuffs from people compared to myself.

Failed for econs consolidation test. Where is my motivation. Bixuan, we must chiong! because your surname is CHONG. hah. lame. I think this year will be the first time i failede my chem test. I hope physics department will be good to us for tomorrow.

OGL camp was interesting as it really made me open my social circle and as well as to see what the world out there looks like. It wasnt as simple that i used to think though. But i like to simplify thinks as simplicity is gain. I want my life to be colourful. >.< Being an leader isnt much of my talent, however, i guess i need to pick up some leadership skills before i graduate from there.

Joel has withdrawn from meridian. kinda disappointed because we cant continue another 2 years of schoolmates.

In secondary school 5 mins means nothing. but in JC, 5 mins mean many. Failing in JC is part of your JC life. You have to face it up to the challenge and overcome it. we can do it. we can.

just some random thoughts, do i have at least a 100 friends? haha. LAME

2008-01-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

Life is so fragile. Everything is unexpected. Death is hiding in the dark corners preying on everyone. I feel insecure of myself. I don't anyone deserves to give up what they had achieved for their lifetime. Wake up. you had enough of rest.

O level jitters is also here. It makes me feel like i am on a emotional roller coaster ride. so many things happened. i wished something better will happen...

2008-01-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

These few days I feel like I am feeling very old. Can I remain 16 forever? Can I stay in my teenage years for the rest of my life? I don't wish to get old. Haha. I find it relatively fast that I actually lived through for 16 years. Many up and down in these 16 years. There are still many things out there for me to try. I don't want to wait till I am 30 yrs old and try funny stuffs like bungee jump and scuba diving. My aim is to get a wife after I graduate from university. It is like about 6 years time? So fast. I am getting older day by day. I really like my current age. Please stop the time please.

Anyway, I listen to Vesuvius and there is this part where i think the song is like 'ready bom pee pee" lols. quite funny. I like to listen to the song. but. somehow i still cant get it. very irrtating.

chemistry and physics tutorials are not even half done. GAH...

2008-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

Lectures are going on now and seriously I find lectures quite entertaining. Especially my andy lau lecturer. He's so act cute. His lectures are freaking entertaining. He makes physics livelier than it supposed to be. hah.

The classmates and I bonded really quite well except that there is still some difference in frequency. The boys in my class is so quiet except for some lame guys like youjie. Haha. The motivation level in MJ is maximum because 1st day of school, people are already in the library. If only I had the same motivation level during my O levels. That would be great. Haha. I just realise I haven posted my New Year Resolution yet. haha. Here you go!

1) Have lots of nice attires (e.g. Striped polo t shirts, berms, belt,shoes)
2) Get As for ALL my exams and test
3) Be a better oboe player
4) Want to be richer. (Money, please come down to my hands)
5) Have a better build. I want muscles (So that my seniors will not call me b*y*o*. You all can guess the missing letters)
6) Acheive a tanner skin and of course not at the expense of my life. (I don't want to die of young age) Just more melanine production on my face will do.
7) Hope SSS will give us more reeds. >.<
8) Stay healthy and fit
9) Expand social circle and tighten the bonds between secondary school mates
10) STAY HAPPY!!!!

I just realise I left out some people in my thanking list. it is edited now. so you can try to see if your name is there. yup. YOU ARE APPRECIATED.

ATLAS ALL THE WAY!!!!

2007-12-31T23:01:00.000-08:00

Boonkiat: Thanks for lending me your sleeping bag and your black shirt when i needed it. until now, it is still rotting at my house. HAHA. really thans for being a great senior. really missed the time when both of us are in band. lols

wanting: thanks for helping me out during syf and erm, being like a mother taking care of me. lols.

Huiying: thanks for erm, inviting me to church. well, the events there are fun. although you are a loyal christian and encourage me to church, but i can feel that you are not those that psycho people to church or force me to church. you really let me learn many things girl. you rock! haha. shall go out next time with you. hopefully more auntie anne chalet!

songhua royston: thanks for being a good advisor and teaching me stuffs that really guided me through in 2007. Thanks for being a good physic tutor and teaching me and tell me more abt jc stuffs. really appreciate your help. and you keep on making me feel very bad. because i cant find any area to help you in. hopefully your alvls results are great. RAFFLESIAN. haha

joel thong: thanks for your movie treat and you are a nice person to chat with. although we seldom contact, but i want you to know you are a nice friend.

bervyn: thanks for being a nice friend and you are a good person to bully. you wont be agitated or angered. thanks for being so tolerence although i hang up your calls dunno how many times.

andy tan: thanks for being a study buddy during my olvls. haha. really appreciated your help. SHall catch up with you in jc. haha. smae jc hor. haha. take care lah. i will try not to laugh at u when you dance.

amanda: thanks for being someone whom i can play with. thanks for your yummy fingers. HOHOHO!

bobo: thanks for helping me with my computer when it doesnt boots up and trying to explain some IT concepts into me. Thanks for accompanying me on the phone when i was sick

ChenPeng: thanks for guiding me thru those maths tuition. if not for you, i might get scolded by mr gan dunno how many times. anyway, shall see you more in mj

daniel: thans for being a friend whom i can talk to. although i keep on suaning you but you dont seem to mind at all.

davin: thanks for rememberin me when you are in taiwan. thanks for your jacket. really appreciated it a lot. anyway, good luck for your future career.

Farouk: thanks for crapping with me when im bored. and the way you speak is like so bimbo. hah. but nvm, you are quite entertaining though. happy teaching primary school kids.

hupsong: thanks for giving me your umbrella when we had to walk from the bus stop to school. lols.

Sherli: thanks for encouraging and someone i can talk to when im bored. you really add smiles to my life. you rock! haha. well, im sure you can do well in mj. anyway, we should be excited because we will be in the same school together!

youjie: thanks for being such an entertaining friend, cracking really lame jokes and teasing me ah. haha. PIGJIE, dont call me PIGCENT. you rock too! haha. thanks for allowing me to tease you back as well. and thanks for not leng chang in our conv. haha.

siying: thanks for waving to me when i was going home after band. your waved really made me feel elated. because before that, i am like staring on the floor when there is free time. quite lonely at times. but after your vigourous wave, haha, i really felt happier and looking forward to band practice. haha. you are a wonderful senior

anqi: thanks for being such a wonderful senior and section leader. thanks for bearing my lousy tone and erm lousy rythm. i really appreciate your effort for guiding me patiently. i feel bad when SSS scold oboe. because i am the one that caused the trouble and yet, the whole section got blamed.

Christine: thanks for teaching me oboe and how to make the round sound. but although im still not sure how, but i will practice hard. to make you feel that it is worth transferring to bassoon. i think is because of the dsa den you got into bassoon right? anyway, thanks senior. you are someone i can talk to too. hah

Abigial: Although i dunno if you see this, but i know at least you will go blog surfing. haha. anyway, thanks for helping when anqi search for scores and when grace is late. thanks. although i was shy.hah

lingmei: erm. i think i only chatted with you a couple of times on msn, i still want to say thank you for being friendly to me although you dunno me. haha.

Chermaine choy: xD thanks for the sweets you gave during the concert and being one of those people who said byebye and all those during those practices. Haha. If not I have to stare at the floor all the time. xD. Cannot praise you too much. later anqi jealous. xD

Seryang: Thanks for inviting me to see your national competition. -.- Thanks for you suanings the begining of 2007. I just want to thank you for accompany to buy my new year clothes that time. HAHA. i want to thank you, but i dunno what to thank. LOLS. anyway, happy time in TJC. lols

To others: I didnt type anything for you doesn't means that you all are unappreciated. YOU ALL ARE APPRECIATED! be it hi bye fren or anything. but people, you are always treasured. it is just that i was thinking you might not view my blog. so i didnt type it down. but if you really do view my blog, erm, i want to say thank you. ha

2007-12-31T07:20:00.000-08:00

Thanking time people!

In no order of merit

Vionna: thanks for providing sweets during lesson and updating me with the daily assignments. You are a good listner too.

Dominic: Thanks for standing up for me at times and erm being a punch bag for me. I really appreciate you for not exploding at me when I like hit you for nothing. -.- (but you copy my work lor. THANK ME!) anyway, i really enjoy swimming with you. swimming next time?

Emerlyn: thanks for finding so many tough questions that really make me understand the topics even more. you are a motivator for me because you are so hardworking. without you, i might not excel. Thanks.

ShiHan: thanks for scolding me to scold me awake. you are a nice person to chat with. topics can just generate randomly. Thanks for accompany me to buy stuffs during investiture. You are those like 'okay? set? ON lah!" those kind of fren. very sporty friend when you are not tired. You also let me learn to be more sensitive with my words in band.

Joel: Hey. same school after 7-8 years? Thanks for accompany me and still continue to chat with me during class time. I appreciate your singing and weird actions too. Not the mosquite sound though.

Cedric: Thanks for being another motivator for me. seeing you catch up and handle ur entertainment well allowed me to understand how important is to have fun. Your jokes are the weirdest and the funniest. Like '" I dont like to read this book because the book very noisy.' when he said this statement i was like "huh?" and he continued saying that "got a lot of exclaimation mark what. thats why so noisy"

Janine: Thanks for offering help during chinese lesson and providing help over here and there as well.

Hayden: thanks for being a loyal friend like trying to source out some materials for entertainment. HAHA! I still remember i want to lend something from you but you didnt have it. you tried to find others who had it for me. Thanks fren

Camilia: Thanks for crapping thru chinese lessons with me. especially we forget to bring our textbook. play tictacttoe in class ah. so lame to think of it now. Thanks for comforting me when i got b3 for my chinese

Grace: Thanks for the enthusiasm for the UWC scholarship. in the end both of us didnt hand it the application form. HAH.

yingying: thanks for your smack. anyway, really thanks for introducing us to YEC which got us like 96 hours of CIP. It was fun to be in YEC. You are also a perfectionist in my opinion which really motivates me too.

debbie: Thanks for encouraging when i am down. really appreciated conversation with you on msn, buddy!

Eleen: Thanks for being such a nice friend to chat on msn at times. i still remember some really lame and conv with you.

YunJie: I still feel awkward calling you jodie because when i first knew you, you were still yunjie. haha. I think jodie is the name me and peifen find for you one right? haha. about 9 years of friendship together? You are really my buddy. can consider as brudders alrdy. With you accompany, my days will not be dull. cos you will be so high although the atmosphere is low. I really appreciate you being a support for me during my dsa period and accompany me to go to VJC because i was too timid. haha.

Shi Hui: thanks for introducing the waiter job and training me to be a real man. haha. thanks for accompany me to swim as well.

Dany: thans for orgainising tennis session and being so pro in tennis. playing with you make me pick up balls more than hitting it. -.- You are a good junior. Really appreciated those lame south park videos you shared with me during the HK trip. Gosh.

Sunkyu: thanks for trying to teach me korean. but i think i cant make it.

Sonia: Thanks for being a good friend and being a nice person that i can share my views with. had lots of fun in hk especially in dim sum store.

Huixian: Thanks for being something i can share my opinions with. although ur insulting comments are overboarding at times, i do really enjoy sharing those comments for someone with me. i still not use calling you shawn though. you have been giving me a pillar of support as well. I JUST REALISE you are suppose to call me to go to ur church ytd

darryl: Thanks for being a wonderful junior. Although i don't talk to you much, but i can see that you are a trust worthy friend. Thanks for providing tennis balls

there are too many to thanks for. my hands are tired. i shall thank more ppl in the next post. OMG i can hear ppl shouting happy new year. so crazy. ssiao liao. lols

2007-12-31T06:51:00.000-08:00

Many event and wonderful memories for 2007. I shall highlight some of the events i had in 2007.

In no order of merit

Formation of zoidac: We were like damn enthu to be part of zodiac (shi er sheng xiao) that we made out gang t shirt even before class t.hah. how we started it? by a 12slot photo frame which looks likes a ferris wheel

SYF period: I was scolding Dany like hell because he couldnt play well. Not because I play very good but because i got moodswing. So even if he play correctly, I will still scold him. HAHA.

Midyear: This period I was like hogging the teachers like mad. Flooding them with question from whereever I can find. Photocopy notes from friends from different schools. SO KS. hah

Hongkong trip with band: Went to HK for band exchange and conducted the band for some performance in old folks home. screwed up. But the old folks also dunno. I can imagine how lonely will i be without my family when i am old. GOSH. but the most memorable item for the whole hk trip was a picture of shi han. when u say HK, i will think of that picture. want to know what picture is that? ask dany. LOLS

DSA era: This period I was like borrowing instrument from school and trying to find what pieces is more suited to me. The "About me" section in the application was like boasting about myself. HAH. But who cares like lah. hah. Still i regretted participating in the DSA programme because too many restrictions for DSA MJ students. But I am proud to say I am a Merdian. cos got wonderful seniors. xD. anyway, i was too stubborn to withdraw although my family and frens discouraged me.

Prelims: was like a kanjiong spider. HOGGING and SPAMMING teachers with question. Trying to clarify all the doubts until the concept is crystal clear. Chiong different assesment books from different schools.

O levels: wasnt has hardworking as for prelims. but still i tried to book my teachers for consultation.

Shi Han parties at her house: through her bdae party and zodiac xmas party, I realise how true frens are. It reassured me that i didnt make a wrong choice by coming to prss to meet this wonderful friends.

YEC supernova camp: was a slacking camp facilitator and did many dumb things. Also learnt that i cannot play the game "cheat" with vionna. because, vionna don't cheat. If she doesnt have the cards, she would rather open up the card rather den cheating.

during lesson time: it was great sitting beside dominic and behind cedric and joel. because it is quite entertaining to see cedric and joel bickering at the slightest thing. I enjoyed the group discussion the most. THe more memorable one will be the situational writing where 3 of us argued with joel until he's quite speechless.

through those ups and downs I really learnt and treause my friends a lot.

are you eating heavy or light? is my favourite qoute for 2007. BYEBYE 2007 xD

2007-12-31T06:40:00.000-08:00

MJband concert was perfect. I was super out of tune on the concert itself. so i didnt dare to play much. I don't want to destroy the concert with my lousy piak piak tone. GOSH! Shall be motivated by yirong's card. xD The cock of my reed came off and now my reed looks so digusting. haha. I can see jeremy's face smiling. because he will be having more income soon by selling more reeds. xD.

After the concert saw many people passing the gifts here and there. I was like very paiseh actually. Cause so far till now, I didnt know that we must exchange gifts for concert! So paiseh. shall learnt from that. haha. I think my name shall be Pigcent because i was like eating while taking the picture. so unglam. xD

I am still eating the candysticks that some bandmates give. LOLS. hah. The chocolate is lying on my computer desk. Too cute to be eaten. I can hear him telling me not to eat him! hah.

School is reopening very soon. I hope I am in a group where there is 2 or 3 people I know. In that case, it will not be very awkward for me to socialise with other people. xD

2007-12-31T06:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went out with royston to chill out. Had some set meal at a Jap restaurant. The food was unique and compared to other set meals, it had more variety although less in quantity. There's salad, soup of the day, thin crust pizza, pasta and wine. Fantabulous. Anyway, this is my erm second/third time taking wine and still I am not used to it. Both of us order 2 different wines and my conclusion is the first taste is better for the red wine but the last tast is better for the white wine.

The service was better then sakae sushi. I remembered once we (cedric dom shihan and me) went to sakae sushi. we kept on drinking the water and keep on calling for the waiter to fill up our cup. We felt it was far too troublesome til someone in our gang requested to place the jug on our table. This time round, we had our jug of ice water on our table.

before we left for sentosa, we took the tissue provided by the restaurant, cos WE PAID FOR IT! haha. so cheapskate.

We were like self appreciating in the monorail cause we kept taking pictures. we went to different beaches and felt that tanjong beach was the best because it looks so big. haha. can see many many stars leh. haha. after that, we headed home. nice experience. finally went to sentosa after many many many months. hah. shall do an update for the mj band concert

2007-12-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming nearer each day. Aren't you guys excited? I'm too. I'm waiting for your presents.

Recently I had tried to go out alone. Well, you can't say that it is a lonely trip because the word lonely contains some element of sadness in it. I find it quite interesting as I feel there is nothing holding me behind. The bottomline is that you actually making use of your own time not saying that friends are a burden. Don't get the wrong idea. Everyone needs a time alone. >.< I enjoy going out with them too.

After all the hard work and efforts this year, I decided to reward myself. So I gave myself a knee length shorts (MERRY CHRISTMAS VINCENT! YOU HAVE WORKED HARD! ) *pats myself*

X'mas party in shihan's house is great. The highlights were the lucky draw and gift exchange. My gift not so cheapskate. I think. HAHA. Have fun fixing the puzzle grace. haha.

Xmas lunch tomorrow in mj. First time celebrating christmas with people in MJBAND. I'm so looking forward to it. Seriously, I just regretted DSA. BUT I DONT REGRETTED COMING TO MJC. even if I do qualify for better JCs, I will still go there because I have lovely seniors and the people there don't play much mindgames. (don't dwell too much into this sentence people)

I browsing through some websites and considering if I should go for indoor tanning sessions. But I scared skin cancer. I humji. LOLS. 10am to 2pm are the most dangerous period of time as the the sun blast is the greatest at this period. I found this in the FAQ section in the website. Fair people need to be very cautious when they tan. I was wondering how cautious is cautious. lols. im so tired now. adios

2007-12-16T02:41:00.000-08:00

Having a time for myself. After rushing down to TJC from TPJC's concert, the whole gang went to have dinner in KFC. It was still an early night, so I took train to tanjong pagar with sonia and huixian and back to tampines alone. The journey back was as if much longer then going there. Did some self reflection and lots of stuffs.

After watching concerts put up by both schools, I tell myself that I want to be strong, I don't want to be deemed as weak. Regardless in my playing or studies, I must strive to be the best. Sometimes, I feel I don't in enough effort, and although I told myself the exact same lines umpteen times, the words still don't carve into my head. GRR..

In TPJC, i could only see the trumpets and trobones, hardly see the clarinets and other sections because the seats were not raised. Have to stretch out my neck to look for many them. TJC's concert was much better. I didnt went to TJC to stalk my seniors. LOVELY seniors, don't get mistaken. HAHA. Was persuaded by Lenon to go there. Theirs was much better at least I can see most of the instruments and the songs were fantabulous.

Let's update about today. I am being very bored in my bedroom. Tried to sleep for 24hours but failed because my bones are aching now. Watched one litre of tears which really makes me teared. Seriously, this movie is worth my tears rather than Harry Potter. So silly of me to cry during Harry Potter movie. -.-

Now watching Ghost train. Quite scary lah. To avoid screaming at house, I muted the sound effects. xD but still it quite eriee. Sky is getting darker now. LOLS.

I am hardworking, going to be more hardworking because I practice while buffering my movies. haha. Band practice tomorrow, hope it will be productive for me.

2007-12-13T05:12:00.000-08:00

Girls have changed. Lols. In my secondary school, girls have small appitite. I never fail to see some girls have leftovers on their plates and complained they are too full. But MJband people really amazed me. hah. I ate 2 slices of pizza and felt bloated. Moments later someone suggested to eat cup noodles! I was like (not full enough?) shocked. haha. Maybe is because I have small stomach/intestine/ileum/oespohagus/anything.

Went I came to school, I was excited because the PAE results are out, and I was searching for anybody from my school going to MJ. Why? SO i wont be loner lah! lols. So far so good. Teachers in MJ are very committed to their job and tries to provide to their students need. It is not neccessary that you will get fatabulous (fantastic + fabulous) results if you go better schools. It will still mainly depend on the students' themselves. Quite over the blue moon that, sherli, youjie and brenda got posted to the same school together. We can carry on our MATH TUITION SOON WITH MR GAN.

Band concert is coming, I really want to all of you to come. It worth more than what you are paying for. SERIOUS!

2007-12-12T04:30:00.000-08:00

I am waiting for stalkers to stalk my blog. Where are the stalkers nowadays? Please don't say I am the only one left. BOO~!.

Finally I went to gym with HX, darryl and dany today. Tried out several machines. I shall go gym more often. I want to have muscles so that you can check out my matching pipes. -.-

After which, met up with Shi Hui to have teabreak/lunch/dinner at temasek poly. empty wallet with many reciept. Chatted a lot until i took ages to finish my food. She, being a super slacker, has so much time to spend with VCDs so I accompanied her to the rental shop and apparently, there are many movies that are in demand because out of 10 we asked for only 6are available. Aww..

Walked all the way from the bubbletea shop back home and don't ever try drinking anything while walking because you will feel very bloated and uneasy and feels like you are pregnant. erm, i don't mean i was pregnant, i think it feels like it. that's all

going tpjc concert on sat, anyone else going? 6bucks at TPJC

MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE SYMPHONY BAND CONCERT
$6 for each ticket
Venue: at MJ concert
WHY SHOULD YOU GO? cos there is me(HAHAHA)
Because they play nice songs which are very nice and it is a very good learning experience for PRSS band members.

everyone are welcomed! If you want to come, please do inform me, and i will try to search for tickets for you guys. Please do support me. It will be very saddening to see noone to support me you know? So, HuiXian, GO. don't waste that 6dollars on unhealthy macDonald meal. lols.

I am still feeling bloated now and my mom is forcing me to eat dinner. gosh. I don't want to be a pig........

2007-12-11T10:51:00.000-08:00

Spending days staring at the computer. I tried my best and posted everyone in my list to wish them a happy birthday (although some is belated). Hope all of you will appreciate my effort. hah.

I tried to dig out some books to read and tried finding the books my brother used in his JC which is 8years ago. Found some Physics A levels 10 years series The first question is from Topic 1: Units and Homogeneity.

The first impression when I saw the word "UNITS" I thought i could do at least 10question. But I closed the book upon looking at the first question

The experimental measurement of the heat capacity C of a solid as a function of temperature T is to be fitted to the expression

C = (alpha) T + (beta)T^3

What are the possible units of alpha and beta?

Vincent: Stunned.

Maybe I shall begin with some textbook but I can't find any textbook and with all the dust, I am sneezing unstoppably.

3am now. bb.

2007-12-10T04:46:00.000-08:00

Rainy season is still on. Hopefully weather don't turn against tomorrow if not here goes my swimming plans. Somehow, I feel like I am not friendly enough. Taking today as an example, I walked in the band room and exchanged greetings. It was okay. When it was time to move the chair, I felt I was like a complete idiot, standing at nowhere, doing some -.- weird stuffs. I need to get out of my comfort zone. But sometimes, what makes me afraid is that if I am overly friendly that results me becoming detestable. I have lovely seniors. Shall talk and interact with them more often rather than just living in my own world, sms to friends during lunch breaks instead of chatting and get to know more about every single one of them.

Conversation topics can be easily generated when you are with your close friends for example you can talk about sleeping for this moment, then about facial care then to body fitness. I am lousy in creating conversational topics. Those that I created has no content or anything. Someone teach me how.

I want to apologise to CS. I know all of you will think it is uneccessary or what but I feel there is a need. He took the first step by saying hello when we were in the bus to IKEA for lunch. All I did was replied him, and took out my phone and sms to my friend.

I don't want to be shy with anyone. Need confidence boost pills. Need to widen my social circle. Yeah...

2007-12-09T08:17:00.001-08:00

The past few days were horrible. Even maplestory tortured me. Make me lag like hell man. Luckily Shi Hui had some objectives to do today. It was raining heavily so i brought my gigantic umbrella. Met up with Shi Han and Shi Hui to accompany Shi Hui to buy presents for her friends. Walked around the bugis looking for presents. saw a belt. tempting. gonna buy it soon.So embarrassing. I wanted to try on the belt so i wanted to pass the umbrella to someone. But none of them volunteered to help me lah. Cos they said it was too auntie. LOLS. so the shop assistant helped me me carry for that moment.. hah. didnt realise there are nice casual to formal shirts in bugis. the price are quite attractive too especially during the christmas season. Initially, there was some watches that are sold at 10bucks each. The price and the first look really made my legs moved there. I truly understand why is it 10bucks. Quality quite lousy and the design is a copy of adidas and puma.

Still nothing impresses our (macho) Shi Hui. Continued to walk to bugis street and saw quite some clothes that make me want to buy. After working for one day, and know how hard it is to get money, thus, i didnt buy it. haha. (thans for hearing so long for nothing) HAHA. Shi Hui loves men clothings. Next time if i want to buy shirt, shall ask her along. LOLS.

finally, after travelling for so long, we stopped at the perfume shop on the second level. The auntie spray the perfume on the filter paper and we sniffed. while Shi Hui was talking to the shop keeper, me and shihan was like seaching for the security camera. Like small kids lah. den we suspect tat it was around at one corner. Let's name it cornerA. The auntie den took out another bottle of perfume so at the meantime shihui told us that the camera was at another corner. In conclusion both of us are lousy thieves. we too good to do bad stuffs.
:D

took some photos with my dumb umbrella. Shall upload when shihui sends to me the pictures. But if it rains heavily, i think i will still bring the jumbo umbrella and go out with u guys. so just hope it dont rains when i go out with u. hah.

we tried to zi pai. but failed lah. so many ppl in train stared at us. so unglam. hah. We felt like chatting more. So we talked and talked. and the time really flies. i want to go back band one day. haha. see the people and juniors. but then, no juniors come and invite me. Ok. actually got once lah. but i not free. hah. update me with the dates juniors.

i feel like removing all my facial moles. hmm. shall wait for macho to give me the contacts. ex ex ex. $$$. lols

luckily zodiac prom theme is logkok. if not my pocket will have lots of holes or to the extend that i dont even have a pocket. -.- met many unexpected people in interchange. hope to meet them real soon.

band practice tml. 8.30am. will i wake up on time? i must. lols.

2007-12-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

The holidays are killing me. Yes. Killing me.. So bored. Finally, I am dreading of band practices. For this week i have been playing maple non stop lah. Why? Because can gain easy exp. LOLS. but still, it is quite boring. i am like just staring at the screen and move my character here and there.YAWN. i want to go and swim soon. DOM, find a day we can go swim lah. Joel WANTS to be a NERD. he said it himself. wonder why.

I am so bored nw till the extend i want to study. I dunno whats wrong with me. When it is time to study, i feel like playing and when it is the time to play, i feel like studying. I feel like I didnt study tat hard for O lvls. but it is over. I DONT want my results to be like chinese O lvls like that. so sucky. everytime i seee the words O lvls, it will make my heart slam against my ribs harder and harder.

now i dun really feel happy that O's has ended. Didnt have much meaning for this part of life. haha. I am not saying i am going to die or emo. but just feel lost. Yes, LOST.

i am watching season 2 of heroes. everytime buffer so long. sigh.

I want my innovation camp! lols

2007-12-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

Too much to upload on the bukit timah hill trip. ShiHui, send me the pictures please. (doubt she will read this though) We went to the wrong place intially as we alighted at the wrong stop. Thus, ended up in some railway track. On my returning journey, I got chased by some monkeys lah. When I shout, they also shout. warning: don't eat anything in front of monkeys.

So many ppl around me has found a job. I am still praying/hoping/wishing/thinking/waiting for the call/email from the tuition agency. Currently, I am having a break till 10 Dec. Freedom for me. >.<

Took bus 8 frm my house to ToaPayoh. Slept in the bus. Went to Jeremy's house seek help in the adjustment of reeds. Scrape here and scrape there on the reed. Finally it is better than yesterday. Thanks man! Learnt a lot from him.

Since life has been really meaningless for today I walked around HDB hub ALONE. yes alone.. bored. But you all should try this, walking around alone, seeing this and that could be fun actually. This is called "Spending your OWN time." learnt that from jodie. xD

I haven been slacking. I did practice my oboe. Not a bad boy right? haha. Just realise that there are lots of keys that are giving problems and there is some leakage in the oboe. I didnt make it spoiled okay. It was handed to me like that. lols. shall tell anqi nxt practice. haheho.

please ppl, send me my prom pics. the tagboard is quite dead. pls tag. xD

2007-12-01T20:36:00.000-08:00

I am trying to blog about my whole experience during the Bukit Timah Journey in the form of pictures hope you understand. I know you must be wondering why are we so dumb to travel for so long to climb the hill. Let me tell that this is a way we celebrate Shi Hui's birthday. -.-

This is the part1 of our story:

2007-12-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

Oh. My blog is rotting and decomposing. So far till now, prom has been over, so does shi hui's birthday. I'm really looking forward to Innovation Camp '07. Cedric! When will it be? Jobs are difficult to find because I'm still finding now. Supposedly to do the waiter job tonight but I'm too lazy to do this kind of brainless job. I shall self advertise myself.

Anyone has younger sisters or brothers that needs help in Math and Science? Looking for Tuition? Please kindly contact me for further enquiries

Any company need admin helpers that can commit to selected days?

Too busy with all the stuffs around me. Just overcame Bukit Timah hill yesterday. Shall show all of you the pictures I took.

2007-11-24T06:34:00.000-08:00

WOW. This is my last time working as a flyer distributer for Auntie Helen. 1800 flyers, door to door. It was not easy man. Especially those houses are not linked by a single lift. So you have to climb up and down. In total we did 14 blocks and threw away about one third of the flyers into the dustbin. (we did a fantastic job for that. xD) we placed the flyers in the dustbin followed by a magazine to cover the flyers. SMART RIGHT? (sorry, you dun have a choice. You must say yes.) Auntie Helen called and she became Angry Helen. She compared us to 2 aunties we distributed 10 000 in 2.5 hrs. We calculated and realised that if this information was true, it would take about AT MOST 2s to distribute 1flyers. (oh yar, we are not supposed to put inside letterbox) even if they put inside letter box, it couldnt be possible. obviously auntie helen, u are cheated. anyway, we got our money. xD quite pathetic. At least it is better than nothing. HO HO HO.

Open house for PRSS. Who wants to come to PRSS? COME AH. lols. I was deceived by the glass door at Multi Purpose Hall. Cos it looks like it has AIRCON. Infact they have FANS only. SAD-ed. At least the band room was much better. Quite surprised that band didnt perform for the open house but the rest of the aesthetics group did. Neither does band has a booth. WHY? I dunno if Band wasnt invited/unimportant or the juniors are too lazy to set up a booth or something OR they are busy unpacking the instruments? I wonder.

Mr Ow or Ms Cheng : We are the first school in the east zone to have a indoor sports hall
Someone: It is just a matter of years before ALL schools have indoor stadium

quite true because Ngee Ann is building something... lols

Dany had a virus attack and he told me what he vommitted during the period was some green fluid. It was so cool man. haha. Rare chance to have this kind of thing happening. But I prefer all of us to stay healthy lah hor. haha.

Tml im gonna work as a waiter. Cant imagine how will i look like. I dun want to be a clumsy freak.

Vincent: Yes sir?
Sir: I would like to have a cup of tea/
Vincent: Sure. *pour the tea into the cup and overflow and topple onto Sir's pants*

what if i topple over and my food lands on someone's head like classical cartoons?
Hope all of these doesnt happens. PRAY.

Ytd. Swam with hongxiang and dominic. haha. Apparently im the worst swimmer. They had their mini competition, while i swim (or float) from one end of the pool to another slowly. We were like small kids playing with the slide and tried different style of coming down with the small kids. I wore goggles so no one can identify me. xD haha. they kids were cute and obedient lah. stand in a straight line. After that shazlin came and we did many funny stuffs like play CHEE KOH BA in the water, see who can stay the longest in the pool, WATER SYCHRONISATION! haha. did a number (1) somersault. enough for me. xD. Clever idea from dominic and he challenged us who can jump and touch the string in the water. Obviously HX and dominic can. But before i tried to jump, the lifeguard whistle at me. SO PAISEH LAH. the first reaction is to wear goggles. SO NO ONE CAN RECOGNISE ME. lols. we also tried 3in1 swimming. haha. Dom was at the front, I was in the middle and HX was at the back. we were like a snake and HX paddled and Dom swam. The slackest ME, no need to do anything. haha. so i got most of the fun. xD

shld have more of swimming events together. it is fun. xD xD xD

2007-11-19T17:26:00.000-08:00

So far I have been attending band practices at Meridian. For the first practice I was so loner. Band started at 5.30pm and I reached on the dot. I didnt dare to go in. So i walked and paced around the band room hoping someone will invite me in. after about 5 mins someone finally notice my existence. I KNOW im white. but im not transparent. lols. There are many running notes in the pieces and I hate those running notes. I couldnt play my low notes well might be something wrong with the reeds. i used to play closed hole oboe now i have to change to open hole oboe. a lot of adaptations have to be made.

The conductress is very hilarious. lols. maybe i havent seen the other side of her because my section leader is very afraid of her. lols. The combined session was worse.i couldnt play those very low notes. okok not very low. just now. lols.

second band practice was better. i talk to my senior.. haha. i am just shy to girls okay. SHY. YES. VINCENT WILL FEEL SHY AT TIMES U NOE? lols. i dint dare to look directly at her eyes. i will tend to look at the floor or pillar instead of facing her. cos very awkward and shy. haha.

for sunday, i went to church for thanking HIM for the spiritual support. xD. it was different from previous services as this time, the pastor preach as he painted which will be auctioned for our church. 1st time i see a 50 000 bucks of painting. lols. i just realise he dun use brush to paint.

huiying ask me to wear something that is nice. so i tried to wear something nice. in the end, the ppl there wore even nicer den me. haha. tingting and yulan wore almost the same thing and made me difficult to differentiate both of them. after service we chatted. and yulan asked if she had seen me in church before. LOLS. maybe i wasnt so noticeable or maybe i grown more charming until she couldnt recognise me. haheho. i told her i saw her at tj open house as she was crossing the road. huiying asked why i didnt dare to stare into her eyes. The worst thing is she ask the question in front of yulan. i was shy can? lols. i haven been attending church for ages because of parental consences. to avoid awkwardness i move a few steps back. lols.

the third practice was the most interesting out of the 3 i had. caishengye waved at me today. i accidentally dao-ed her. lols. but im not so bad lah. i did turned back and wave back to her. see im nice. at least throughout the journey waiting for the bus, more ppl said bye to me compared to none in the first practice. lols.

im going to the new campus school soon. so excited. any cheap suspenders around? and i want to find jobs soon. lols.

2007-11-12T21:39:00.000-08:00

YAY! finally is the end of the exams. enough for those anger and frustration. well, if keep too much anger and frustration u will be killed by stress. oh yea... im still waiting for jodie's call. she said she might be finding a job in KUMON but she hasnt got the neccessary details.

tml will be attending mj band practice. wonder how will it be like. haven touch oboes for like centuries. kinda lost the touch now. i mean if even i haven lost my touch it doesnt make much difference. haha

i want to swim, play basketball, and enjoy myself and live in a world full of happiness. haha. i guess all of us deserve this kind of enjoyment after all of these mugging and stress. some exams are screwed up to some ppl (including me) but c'mon, we dun even know our results. look on the bright side of life. haha.

cheerios. xD

2007-11-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

Received a call from SH last night. she asked if i wanted to take up a job as a waiter. 30 bucks from 6 to 11. well, as much as i wanted to accept, i cant. why? mcq on monday. and my parents do not allow it. i told SH to inform me if there is any more of these jobs next time.

tried to do mcq, but to no avail. the television is like the north pole and the computer is like the south pole.and i am a soft iron. got attracted by both of them. im watching heroes on the net. seriously after watching it till the 5th episode, i still cant name wad is NIKI's ability. is it split personality? or wad? seriously i think the girl cheerleader seems gross. imagaine ur rib bones jutting out from ur skin and u push it back or imagaine u are being cut across ur body, and u can see ur ribbones. totally grossed out. but it is cool right? so indestructible.

well, im seriously getting bored of staying at home. again, watching too much tv and playing computer is bad for health. do you know how deadly is the radiation? very deadly. yea. im playing maplestory now. i noe it is kinda childish. (finally i find myself so mature (= haha ) but i have to do something to pass the time.

ghost whisperer is at its climax. gonna catch it on friday. 2 more papers. oh yar. after bio paper on tues, im gonna find jobs with jodie. wish me luck. it will be tough to go for band practices and job at the same time. but it is a challenge. challenges make ur life more eventful. don't u think so?

and yea, HX brought juniors to watch west wind performance. NEVER CALL ME ALONG. bad fren.. bad bad bad.. sigh.. my life ah. so terrible ah... why have u this kind of fren ah? lols lols lols. next time must invite me to go alright? haha. anyway, thanks for ur bubble tea. xD

the end is a fresh new start

2007-11-09T21:04:00.000-08:00

O levels will be officially ending about 3 days from now onwards but i self declared that it has ended already. haha. I just realise one of my friends is very sensitive about this word -- besotted. i wonder why. If my information is correct it is because his primary teacher used to call him that. haha

Supposedly to be studying for our mcq ytd. in the end we talk more than we do. but i guess i was a little more productive than them. (SELF PRAISE) lols. played basketball to warm our body. fyi, the aircon was freaking cold. kelvin brought the ball for us to play. but i guess he was more interested in something else rather den playing basketball with us. haha.

holidays are coming...~~~~ haha. or should i say it is already here? anyone has job to introduce to me? flexi hours jobs are preferred. haa. and do anyone knows of any warehouse sales this holidays? i need to buy clothes. my wardrobe is all outgrown t shirts.

cant wait to attend to new band. cant wait for bbq. cant wait for chalet. cant wait for swimming. cant wait for basketball. cant wait for shopping. cant wait cant wait. 3 more days. CAN WAIT LAH VINCENT. haha.

2007-11-05T20:00:00.000-08:00

finally.. o levels is coming to an end real soon. 3 more mcq and end. among all the subject i think i placed the most efforts on chemistry. well, i really want A1 for chemistry. my practical is like horribly done. paper2, after discussing my answers with ppl, i think i will just get an average score.

amaths. so many ppl said that it was easy. well. i will just say that it is manageable. not to the extent that it was easy. careless mistakes here and there. if everyone say it was easy, and when there is moderation, i really wonder if i can get an A1 for amaths as well as emaths! sigh

worse of all. my weakest subject, english. all i hope now is not to fail english.. i really dun want to fail english. many of you will think that it was a manageable paper. but for me, it is not. why? because i am really lousy in english.

other subjects are okay. but i dun have the confidence that i will secure the A1's that i supposed to. during my prelims i worked hard for all my subjects except chemistry. now for o lvls, i focused on chem too much on chem.

i feel confused. i cant even gauge what kind of results i will get. after every paper, i tot it was manageable and was smiling out of the examination hall. Then the more i heard, the more mistakes appeared in my mind.. ohmy ohmy.

what is done is done.... i just hope none of my subjects is below a distinction. or at most below b3. i hope i hope......

since it is all ended, it is time to play. suppose to have a game of basketball with joel and dom and ced. but i overslept. then i received a sms frm cedric "are we still going to play basketball?" without hestitation, i said yes. when i walked to the toilet i realised it was pouring outside. so called up joel. and he said "isnt tat obvious it is cancelled?" . how do i noe? maybe he got change of plans right?

i dun want to rot at home. anyone got HEROES season1? lend me pls.. my room is in a mess. papers everywhere. sigh. need to pack up..well. seeya guys soon.

2007-10-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

Well, all of us are one step nearer to O levels each day. Don't give up. Don't get stress. Work hard. What is done in practical is over. All we have to do now is to look ahead to get better results to salvage our practical. Jiayou 4e7.

This may be the last time we take picture together as a class. All of us will walk separate from now onwards, running for the last 50m race. Yes, it is a long and lonely journey but do remember you shall have the support of your friends. All of us will pull through and get the best results we can achieve. I believe, the teachers believe, we ourselves must also believe that we can do it.

All the 4e7, work hard.! we will pull through.

2007-09-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

got back the final results before moderation (if there is any).

i have calculated. if just by prelims alone, my L1R5 will be 9

English -- 65/100 my first B3 in english in my sec3 and 4 life

Chinese-- 70/100. erm. this one really tyco

Emaths-- 91/100 xD

Amath-- 85/100. a lot of ppl get 80 plus too.

Physics-- 77/100 could have done much better. dumb practical

Chemistry-- 71.5/100 kinda shocked. because, i tot i did quite badly for the paper

Biology-- 75/100 when i got back paper1 and 2, i was like so happy. den i get back paper3
(practical. i failed. den i squeeze out 1 mark and passed but in the end A1 xD)

Combine Humanities-- 70/100 i failed SS SBQ. but SEQ pulled me up alot. geo paper was expected to do much better

but too bad. my school system is such tat it includes all the CAs we had throughout the year. thus L1R5 is like 11. where can i go? not much of a choice.

to yang: i GOT dsa to MJC. but im withdrawing. cos i dun want to stay in band for 6 years. i want to try something new.

my aim for my L1R5 for O lvls is 8. i hope i can get A2 for english.. really hope......
but just by hoping can let me achieve my aim. need to mug now. so.. bye. xD

2007-09-18T04:13:00.000-07:00

Prelims results was okay. but if they are going to include CAs and midyear, it will pull my prelim results down. way down. mom was still dissatisfied with my results.

i want to go VJC, but it seems too difficult. L1R5: 6 or lesser. HOW TO ACHIEVE TAT? i told my friends tat i got accepted to a JC though DSA, when i say the school. their reaction was, "CHEY!". i asked someone and he said tat if u go to a better JC, there are more doors of opportunities.

it is so difficult to get a single digit L1R5. really feel kind of stress and i hate this kind of feeling.

i received a letter from National Library Board. Just as i guessed, it is regarding abt my fines.

it states OUTSTANDING FINES.
den i read the amount of money i need to pay.
30!!!!!

CENTS!!!!!!

30cents = outstanding fines. wow.

considering poly now.. why am i so indecisive of where to go after O?

2007-09-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO INDEPENDENT TODAY. my first time mopping the floor in my room. changed my bedsheet. i noe i noe. dun need to praise me. vincent is such a good boy. yea. *pat his head*

too bored to do at home. so did something more meaningful. 12 more hours before we get back our papers. pray hard.

anyway, anybody one to go chinese garden with me to see laterns? to celebrate mid autumn festival? sms me, if u all are free on nxt sunday. or friday. hah.

i haven eaten yet. since i have anything more to share so i shall tell u wad am i talking to my frens now

youjie: talking abt how nice his mother him buying dinner for him
sherli: talk to her, no reply
wanting: abt the alumni band
dany: talk halfway abt wad pieces to play and poof he's gone. dao me
debbie: answered all her doubts abt 'secrets' she dun understand the movie
im also talking to myself now. haha

my brother transformed the living room to his workstation. invaded my territory.
let me link this with social studies, conflict over territory and ideology... haha

prelims just over. dun force me. haha. yea. i was too ashamed to go kbox with u all because, im not a very good singer myself. wait. i dun even consider myself as a singer. lols. yea. maybe nxt time

mid autumn festival is coming. camilia. remember to bring mooncake festival. and remember to bring candles.

2007-09-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

prelims is over.. finally. but it is not the end of the journey yet. well. i think i haven been putting in my effort in this midyear. except den physics. im really afraid of the results. for the 3 sciences, all the essays i didnt really do very well. i have this sense of.. lousiness within me.

you jie is entertaining me now. yun jie. ur brother ah? lols. kind of random

im afraid of facing my results, my essays qns all suck like hell. not forgetting all those horrible practicals. argh. just horrible.

i dislike ppl dao-ing my sms. haha.

raining for the past few days. i dun feel like going out neither do i want to stay at home. is there anyway i can be smarter? lols. i really want to be smarter. I HATE PRACTICALS. rah.

SERYANG: if u ask me how to make bread, dun expect me to answer you like this :

first u put flour den add water, use those stirrer and mix them well. den put in oven for 45 minutes at 60 degrees

sounds dumb.haha. come to think of MY link between aids and drugs. it really sounds funny

2007-09-12T06:22:00.000-07:00

physics was okay. not so difficult but needs a lot of explanation. although it wasnt so difficult it was so rush. so panicky. i didnt finish my paper. essay qns was challenging. i gave weird answers. my ans is AND gate but i wrote it as OR gate. many careless mistakes.

vincent hates careless mistakes. kill them off. eh got earthquake. be careful. u noe why? cos seryang's tagboard button is shake it mama. thats why building near the coast also shaking. lols.

hope for the better

2007-09-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

HAH. okay. still having exam period. but hold on for a little more and it is over. glad that most of the papers are cleared except for the triple sciences paper1.

from today onwards i will not act smart. because i see so must time left behind. so nothing to do. so i erase my graph for paper 1 and draw nice nice. in the before i could finish. "TIME'S UP!" i was like. so panicked. in the end, i just scribbled the graph and didnt label the intercepts. 1mark gone.

chemistry paper2 was not tough. just tat i couldnt answer it. a lot of careless as well
bio paper2. I GOT SEE THE QNS BEFORE. but i forget wads the answer alrdy. so yea. i dint expect to do well. and i think i crapped my essay qns.

" EXPLAIN MISUSE OF DRUGS AND LINK IT WITH AIDS." something to tat extent

my ans: drugs such as drugs when taken too much will cause a person to lose his or her consiousness, thus they will have sex with other ppl. if their partner is carrier of AIDS, he or she will be infected with AIDS as well.

when i told this to my fren. he still dared to ask "wah. u like tat correct ah?"
OF COS NOT LAH. the reason sounds so dumb and yea. 4 marks qns.. i dun think i can do tat well for bio... cos practical suck.

chemistry's practical was horrible too.

physics-- TML! i want an A1.

AMATH. i forgot tat i dint do relative velocity qns. so yup 5 marks gone for sure.

haix. i want an A1 for bio. i really want it badly.... but my essay answers.. HAIX.

nvm. it is all over. work hard for phyiscs

I LOVE PHYSICS. for now

2007-08-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

it has been a time since i have blogged. well, i am nt emo. i am just disappointed. today's gonna be different. english was average. but whenevere i say that, my results are equally disastrous (i wonder i had it spelt correctly) my paper one was screwed up. freedom. i didnt gave much details on how i got my freedom and expressions errors all over the place. den i had to rush cos i wasted too much time for planning. well, i guess i have to write more to practice. O levels is the real one.

had social studies and chinese today. social studies was average. wad a clever spotter am i. the topics tested were kind of expected. i chose sustaining development cos the qns are slightly easier den governance. i had this kind of feeling. everytime after a test or exam, i dun really know how much i will get. this makes me more nervous..

chinese was irritating. the teacher just wldnt give me the three papers. make life difficult for me. i think i wrote out of point. i wrote wadeva i like. im not surprise if i fail lah. cos i think i just retake chinese for fun. cos there are more impt subjects for me to concentrate. right camilia? haha

went to joel's house to mug after school. not really that successful. but we did something. we shared so much secrets and we plan to share it with the others when we are in jc and poly. haha. this can be a great chance for 12 sheng xiao gathering. xD

i amhaving my dinner soon.

all begins with frens, and i dun want to ruin this friendship. so smile and walked pass ur obstacles, cos smile is the my immunity to all the problems. xD

2007-08-14T02:27:00.000-07:00

it's been sometime. after so long, all the hard work, effort, and time. a b3. a pathetic b3. wads wrong with me? i dunno. i wonder, how could i even smile even i got such disgracing results? family problems, o lvl stress. all are stressing me up. im confused. i want to shout it out loud. but i dont have the energy to. home is a misery. to others, home is full of warmth, peace, tranquility. to me, home, is full of shouts, vulgarities, and stress. i hate it. it is not that i want to stay. but this is where i belong. ppl asking me, if im alright. frankly, i will say no even i will reply with a yes. i always believe home is a place for me, where my pillar of support is. but, i guess tat is wad i had always lied to myself. i hate vulgarities. i hate shouts. i hate stress. god oh lord, is this an obstacle u want me to overcome? this is wad i always believe whenever i break down.

i dun want to go around the neighbourhood, searching for someone in the midnight till 1am. someone who is dear to me. i dunno if u are a heartless freak or wad, she is your mother. is the word 'sorry' so difficult to come out from your mouth? everything started by wad u say. is it wrong to be sensitive? wad if a person is sensitive to some issues? are u going to shoot nasty comments and remarks at her? enjoying how she's suffering? u are a graduate. a grown up. an adult. why cant u at least try? do u still regard as this is ur family? do u? i really qns myself? in the midnight, searching high and low for mom together with dad. where were u? sleeping? i dunno. i came back home, u didnt seem u even cared. all u say. 'she's being very inconsiderate' are u being considerate when u say all those words? show some respect. no matter wad wrong she has made, she still your mom. u said before tat when u have the ability to buy a place, u will move out. what are u trying to imply?well, i dun blame u for wanting freedom. but somehow, u still must have the responsibility. sometimes she speak nonsensical stuffs. but is there a need for u to raise ur voice? are u tat immature and weak to lose control of ur mouth? there's a limit for everything. she stepped over yours, and u sound as if u are going to trample her to death. is tat all u want? is tat all u desire? is tat ur aim? i wonder if u ever felt love. i doubt u ever know nor u can understand tat.

i want to sleep my life through. never wake up. cos i want to live in a dream where i can feel happiness. . . . . .

2007-06-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

finally i have started on my homework. my mom's nagging at my chemistry throughout the june holiday's because of my drastic drop in my exam grades. disappointing.

sherli is studying with someone now.. i got wad u mean. xD

yar. ytd night when i was eating dinner at 10pm, with my mom. den i so kpo and tell my mom

ME: Ma, you know what joel's parent did to joel?
MOM: what?
ME: Joel's parents grounding him till O'lvls. Poor thing right?
MOM: what poor thing? you are also grounded alrdy okay? go and study ur chem

all because of my big mouth.. make me grounded. and she keep on saying my chem results.

tuition started on relative velocity. quite complicated. lols. course, air speed, track speed, windspeed, ground speed, resultant speed. lols. but fun lah...

congrats for seryang for passing the auditions for TJC. it's all abt the interview now. xD GOOD LUCK.!

i want to get good grades, seemed impossible but, worth trying right?
my target
: English A2 (Shi Hui, my role model. from a D7 to an A2)
: Emaths A1
: Amaths A1
: Chemistry A1
: Physics A1
: Biology A1
: Chinese (it's over, but i hope to clinche at least an A2)
: Combine Humans A2

being strict to yourself is good, cos it trains you to be better.

but everytime i try to study, my mind will be on the computer and the television. like what i am doing now. haha.

2007-06-20T17:43:00.000-07:00

School is reopening soon. and i have been busy throughout this holiday.
First week we had our study camp, followed by hongkong trip, after which we had supernova camp, and now the last week. anyone to sympathise the poor little vincent? xD

supernova camp was quite slack. but luckily got some frens accompany me throughout the night.if not the night wun be tat fun hor, cedric shi han vionna? haha.

oh yar, my dsa auditions for TJC was total screwed up lah. they wanted us to play 2 scales, C major and E flat major 3 octaves. the person was mumbling so i asked, asked and i felt embarrass so i stop asking and didnt hear the 3 octave part. almost every single note squeak lah. too nervous.... shit. anyway, thanks isalina and vionna for the support. xD thans for anyone who wished me luck

VJC was slightly better, at least they dun require me to play scales. In a way or another, i regretted dsa to VJC, cos it is like the unreachable for me.. but at least i didnt embarrass myself in the auditions. why couldn't i play as well in vjc compared to tjc? lols. the nervousness devil ruined my whole auditions.

i think if i cant get into TJ using my dsa,den i guess i'll have to study harder to get into TJC. haha xD.

Tennis in daryl's condo was great lah.. very fun. we sweat a lot. not because we PLAYED tennis. it is because we PICKED the tennis ball. all of us were super noob. haha. but i guess we will grow as we persevere. haha. housewarming at sonia place tml. i wonder if i have free time for her.. cannot disappoint my juniors right? haha.

Holiday homework are waiting for me now. because so far, i am only done up with ONE english compo which is very very bad. haha.

*holiday hmk pulling vincent away from his comp*
NOOO... Nooo.. nooo..

okay, it's lame.

2007-06-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

Disneyland entrance waterfountain

Chinese cruisine at some cheeenna restaurant

@ charlie brown's restaurant

KIMIKO. SAW my korean teacher? he's my junior sunkyu.

some golden flower. seemed quite ancient

Say hello to the mr charlie brown. wait a minute. where's his angels?

i want to hug the world. no, shld be the disneyland

my house.

so many boats. this boating thingy shld be touring to look at hongkong, but i guess we looked at ships more than landscape. they water is so polluted.

my yacht

where's the snow white?

hmm. this snow white's husband, prince charming (bai ma wang zi)

2007-06-11T23:49:00.001-07:00

Aiyaya. Reports comittee. please kindly submit ur reports alright. haha. so many reflections to do.. haha. just completed the dsa application to TJC.

2nd day of the tour. we went touring around hongkong. got so many photos lah. dany took some photos. den we laughed a lot. shi han should know hor. for which photo, u can ask shi han

After which we headed to lots of place to see and shop. we went to ladies market to buy lots of stuffs. shop and shop. i want more shopping. buy lotsa clothes. haha. but have to take care of my wallet every minute cos i heard that there are a lot of pickpockets at there. hmm. the shopkeepers are very evil. cos they are trying to cheat vincent's money. but vincent is smart. but not smart enough. cos the shopkeepers cheated vincent some money. hmm. maybe not smart. but maybe cos im cute thats why they cheat me lesser. HEY. im an innocent boy you know? haha xD

we went to charlie brown restaurant to eat. hmm. gt lots of snoopy. *woof* maybe i shall smuggle one home next time. haha. den we watch and watch. and prank call some ppl when we reached hotel room. haha. Dany is the worse one. let ppl hear some southpark songs. haha. okay. going to practise oboe. BAND PRACTICE TML. CANNOT SLACK AH.

eh vincent haven started his homework yet. motivate vincent please? or any kind souls willing to do my homework.. *open my watery eyes giving a pathetic expression, acting like the pussy in shrek2.* please........ haha

2007-06-08T22:39:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS! im back from hongkong. let me start on the first day.

5th june
we reached the airport by 4.30 AM. it is so early in the morning. well, the female flautist bully the males by letting us carry all the stands. poor me, sunkyu and dany. my first sit was something J. second the the window seat. i think it pay off to wake up so early to take the flight because the view frm the aeroplane was magnificent. i made attempts to take pictures of the clouds but it wasnt as real as we saw. haha. we manage to caught sight of the sunrise though. we had some omelette for breakfast. quite nice lah. but den vanessa and farhana dun appreciate all the breakfast. to kill boredom, we played uno. andandand. farhana made lots of unglam noises and got lots of stares from us. haha.

when we got off the plane, we headed for our hotel. and don't be surprise. it is very small. hmm. let me estimate. 2.5 by 5m? and it was a twin room. my room mate was dany. den we put our lagguages in the room and went to ying wa college. and we were told that they used to be called as anglo chinese school. most of the ppl spoke catonese. well, we dint understand of course. but we tried to ADD IN. haha. their band has nice sound. they played alvamar overture which is nice. mrpng says it is quite a tough piece for clarinets and flutes. (as i am typing dominic said : huan ying ni hui lai dao xin jia po). anyway, their school hall's floor is very slippery. and someone slipped. shall not disclose who is tat right farhanah? the person has shirt stained with grape juice right, farhanah? so unglam. their college is all boy school. so when someone fall, it is more unglam. after which we went to victoria peak.saw the night lights. the view there was spectacular. but once again, it wasnt as real as it is in the photos. we went to shop and shop and shop. (oh yar. i remembered something. in singapore we have duty-free shop. in hk, the have free-duty shop. do you know why? i didnt know until dany tell me tat: because ppl in hk mostly are chinese therefore they read backwards. -.- got froze by his answer) (another random speech, cos when we check in the singapore airport, i wondered why dany's mom can go in the check in barrier. so i asked dany. "hey dany, your mom is a policewoman ah? if not how she go in?" den he replied "my mom is the manager of galleria la" haha. was laughing non-stop.)
the ice cream over at the victoria peak was pricey and we saw the cemetery on the way down the mountain?hill?wateva it is. we went back to the hotel and ate cup noodles. haha. and we bought around 9big bottles of water. haha. dany says i sleep with my mouth open. and i dun think he is any better. the channels at there was more than singapore. but the quality is totally worse den singapore. now, i truly understand, quantity is not equals to quality. haha. update 6th june another time haha.

2007-05-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

please. dun let me break down when chinese o lvls is coming. i want to get tat A. not just an A. but an A1. this is my greatest challenge. ppl may say im ks but i think i am just trying to go beyond limits and to secure the A1. No effort, No A1's. some people are smart. they can get A1's without studying. i am the dumb one. study but still get the same grades. so i have to study doubly hard. so dun say im ks or wadsoever.

2007-05-19T21:49:00.000-07:00

no sms from you... where did u go to? leaving without a word, maybe some words. a few words, u brightened up my life. now, u're gone, my life becomes dull. nobody i can face to when parents quarrel. u are in virginia. try to contact us alright? our parents are worry abt u. me too.

2007-05-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

well, i admit ur guess is right. but, is it wrong do to that? why other ppl can do tat, and i cant? argh. forget it lah. since u are not reading it, so heck to it. running frm reality will do u no good alright?

2007-05-12T21:26:00.000-07:00

A pinch of sadness being a smile...

well, tried to do amaths, but i end up watching tv. yar yar. going to drown myself with books. byebye. xD

2007-05-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

yar yar yar. amaths paper2 is the only paper left. and vincent is damn disappointed with himself because he is not even the least remorseful after screwing up his:
"copy-other-people's-wrong-set-up" physics practical,
"didnt- test-for-oxygen-gas" chem practical.
weird bio practical,
"confusing" english paper,
"didnt-know-what-the-passage-is-about" chinese paper,
"supposed to be A1" emaths paper1 ,
"curly worly graph" emaths paper2 ,
"wasted so much time" amaths paper 1 ,
"chose wrong question" social studies ,
"dunno wad is the graphs are about" geography elec ,
"thought it was easy and to realise i got trricked" physics paper ,
"suppose to be easy" chemistry paper ,
"spend-much-time" bio paper
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how can dsa with this kind of results?
dsa to which jc. can die lah.
english chinese and ss are failable in this exams.
going to break down real soon.
ohboy. shld i still got to hongkong?

******************************

i want to find nicenicenice roommate. i dun want to sleep with those ppl i dunno
LOLS. okok. gd night everyone,

time passes, u are still having ur exams, until now i wonder if u are attached to him. wellwellwell. it is time to let it flow away. hey girl, take care.

2007-05-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

Okay. just some random updates abt my exams. chinese exams were like tough like hell. i didnt know wad the passage was talking abt. maybe also serves as a wake up call for us..

social studies.. AAHH. dun say abt it. my source based were crap. why is there a need to write such a document. this appeared in the SBQ. how i noe? i crapped thru the whole thing. for my structured essay, i dun think i did well either. IRA is justified in their use of violence to realise its cause. do you agree. AAHH 13 marks. i think i am the dumbest to write choose that question. cos other ppl chose the welfare state in Britain.

emaths, was average. when i reached the last qns, loci, i had abt half an hour left. den i purposely draw nice nice. den got a slight mistake den erase here and took own sweet time. den when i see the clock. left 15 minutes, i quickly chiong like hell.. cos there are some other qns not yet completed. lols. oh yar. some qns left blank.

actually im quite disappionted of my self. cos i kept on concentrating on social studies and didnt revise emaths at all. yet the way i ans my ss alrdy tell me tat im a goner. so... hopefully my maths will get at least a 73/80 or above.

well, exams are not ending at here. there are more to go. good luck guys

2007-04-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Exams are really really near. just cleared my english paper. it's really badly done. comprehension is really a killer. it is about some politics in china. well, to some it might be interesting, but to me it is not. i tried to understand it, but i couldnt. summary was worse. i didnt even noe how to 'not-to-use-the-same-words-again'. The words were quite difficult to comprehend.

all my hope is on my paper one. just hopefully i chose the correct question and not getting out of point. hopefully my essay revolves around opportunity. and shows how the opportunity leads to success. rah.

social studies, bio practical, chinese and emaths paper this coming week. hope to do well in everything. i cant get e socialstudies into my brain. and cedric keep on influencing us to play isketch. -.-

please, allow me to forget abt the past. my confidence is depleting. i dun dare to write any testimonial for u. as he, being having a connection for u has written so much. how long have it been since u write for me one testimonial? i dunno. take care. there's no need for u to avoid like how u avoid me in the past.

okay, SYF is over.
PRSSCO -----------GOLD WITH HONOURS
PRSSMalayDance --SILVER
PRSSBAND --------SILVER
PRSSCHOIR -------GOLD

well, a good job well done. i want to dsa to mjc. haha

2007-04-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

Yay. vincent finally manage to sneak out from his piles of homework and revision. mid year examinations are coming. it is just about one week away and i can alrdy feel the jitters. im so nervous. especially for my english. i dun want to get failing grades again. wait, shld be no more again. haha.

tml gonna to attend a talk by the european union. i dun even know wad the heck is tat, but it seems quite interesting. aiya i dunno lah.

joel's birthday is coming. cedric's is just over. and pls everyone. u all can start preparing for my bdae present. dun give me all those funny funny gifts or those very ex stuffs. haha.

i just update the songs. shld be quite nice. anyone has the score for any songs in my play list? oboe part please. thans.

2007-04-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

well, quite elated with the results. when we were in the bus it was freaking cold. my hands was freezing and my heart is beating hard. and fast. it is very irony to calm someone when u urself is nervous. elaine keep on saying ' dun be nervous' den the more nervous am i. so i called her to shutup. haha. xD

my senze misura.. haha. hope it was in tune. some notes dint really came out.. haha. but still i did play. i was in tune. and did nt stick out!. double yay! and i think we did very well for our choice piece. starting of bar nine wasnt tat stable for abt 3 seconds. after tat it was alright. and i think i play very well. *waves like a pro*

hey. i tell u all a secret. elaine play one wrong note. haha. baoshan and i heard tat... haha

WE ROCK. WE SHOUT AS ONE BAND. WE WERE MACHOMAN AND SHOUT TILL OUR LUNGS BURST. HAHA.

i think the shouting part gave us the confidence. yar. i think wad sir says is right. i shldnt stick out. must try to make the judges feel.

dun talk abt the solo. i felt quite disappointed with myself. out of 6 pathetic notes i failed to play 2. why the other 2 cant come out. luckily i manage to save myself... haha.

hey guys. maybe silver isnt wad all of us want. who wun want the best? but im sure all of did our best. did we enjoy the music? well, i did.. (esp the screaming part) but i think wad we worth isnt just a silver. others may think a silver isnt nothing but they are wrong. the hard work and effort each of us put it means a lot. without YOU guys, we cant even get a silver. this yr's syf is tough getting a silver isnt easy. we got it. this might be my last chance performing for syf. well guys, it leaves the rest of u to work hard for the nxt syf. take care. xD

2007-04-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

107. Pasir Ris Secondary School Band...... SILVER! hah

2007-04-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

my blog seems quite dead nowadays. was quite busy preparing for SYF. A few people who are prepared will not lead the band to get a gold. so work hard together.

my test results isnt that marvellous this time round. english has been failing me. didnt live up to the amaths expectation. neither did i for physics and chem nor chinese. i want to top. going to mug..... after SYF. SYF is more impt. we aim for a gold alright?

GRATS TO THE PRSSCO. GOLD WITH HONOURS YEA? to zyco. because u have my blessing so u all can play a gold with honours standard. haha. prssco really brought our sch to greater heights. it proves one thing. if u have the heart to do it. and if u put in effort, we can acheive what we aim. they are the only 4 sch with gold with honours for chinese orchestra. TOP 4 Chinese orchestra. so proud of them. although im not in co, but im still elated. dun ask me why.

since they can get gold, we can too. lets put in our effort. play like a band. put other matters aside. play music not notes. xD but firstly must get ur notes correct alright? haha.

2007-03-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

All those hectic and tiresome band practices really worn me out this week. All of us got to buck up to achieve a GOLD. all of us worked so hard. since all of us had put in so much effort, i dun think we will want get a silver right? lets continue to improve, even mr pisit say we did improve, we cant slack. let's impress the others. let's prove tat even a neighbourhood band can play as well as the other sch. xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANINE. MAUS.

after syf, its really time for the sec4 express to chiong for their mother tongue paper. i want to get an A. somehow i regretted slacking in chinese during sec3. xD. sentosa on april fool. the PE SHORTS GANG. hopefully we wun see the moron again hor? haha.

i want to play well for syf. no. i want US to play well. xD. so many homework piling up. i think i hadnt write journals for 8 weeks alrdy. and mrs sum want to check it on monday. RAH. nvm. tml some of the ZODIAC will collect our jersey. hope it is nice. xD.

anyway, cheer up.

i changed the song. any comment readers?

2007-03-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

school is reopening tml. this holiday has been so so for me. because it wasnt like a holiday. haha. band practice was marvellous. the style we played was rather spirited. i want more night practices especially when we play the songs with the lights off. xD.

tat day went to eat sakae with shi hui, hui xian, ruibing, serene, sixian, peishan, yunjie and me. yup. i think i ate halfway, i went to the toilet and vomit and continued eating. erm. the funny part is tat we took many plates of food and couldnt finish them. some ppl played dirty. those who are there will know wad it means. anyway, we were to full to move around as agile as we should. our stomach seem uneasy and uncomfortable. and i wanted to sleep. lols. i also saw one moron saying tat he is from hwa chong institue, victoria and raffles. ai yah he talk crap. lols.

watched the sws comworks concert. i think the oboe and piccolo player served as some kind of motivation to me and baoshan. xD. haha.

i haven done my hmk yet. and wed is chem common REtest. getting panicky now.. haha. anyway, all of the readers ah.. so naughty. nv tag my blog. later i take cane out and whack you all. better tag now. go go go.

2007-03-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMINIC.
16 years old guy..
This holiday doesnt seem to be like one to me. with all those hectic schedule.
RI band conductor came to our band to guide us. I really wished dat he would have more time for us. although i noe he isnt our conductor. he really makes the music alive. this is how i feel lah.

around 26 more days for the actual competition. dun really to end up in a bronze state. i want something better alright? okok. shant continue abt band.

vincent did titration today. xD quite accurate. as in both my results are the same. xD. still got lots of hmk not yet completed. i really need to buck up on my languages. but im too lazy to do anything. vincent really needs more time. but does time allows it? no...

okok. i think im going to sleep. shall start on my work tml. i promise tml. xD

2007-03-10T01:46:00.000-08:00

i guess u've changed...

i have to withdraw now for now, u have someone in mind.
ur nick alrdy tell me so. although it's sad. but still i have to put a smile when talking to u.
it's hurting.
true, mdm yue did say girls wld want guys with higher qualification
maybe, i am not of ur expectation.
maybe, i hurt u once, thats why im not gaining back your trust
ur faith, ur love.
i want you back again. i know thinks is not gonna be wad it is like in the past
i need you.
it's love not infatuation. this question is for him or me? i dunno
it is full of doubts.
maybe im just NOT good enuff.

2007-03-04T01:21:00.000-08:00

Poor little vincent had a bad fever ytd night. his temperature rose to 39.9 degrees. was shivering like crazy during tuition. my brother asked me why did i go for tuition last night. and i replied tat mr gan had a maths test. that was an excuse though. the main reason is to celebrate the birthday with u.

12midnight, i kept tossing around the bed. felt so dizzy. so i phoned up my dad and told him to bring me to the doc. when i reached the clinic, my mom was nagging at me abt why i didnt take care of myself. of course i remained silent. den again, you think i want to be sick? nosense. if i had known that u kept nagging because u arent happy abt the medical bills den i wun even see a doctor. u place money above all. im so disappointed.

doctor gave me a jab. wun elaborate where i got jabbed. the doctor speak really slow. kinda inexperience. or maybe he is getting older and forgotten wad he had learn in the medical academy?

thans for your encouragement. xD

2007-03-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

got back english results. kinda expected those kind of grades. just manage to scrape a pass for it. just have to work even harder for english i guess. a few more months to o lvls. meaning i have lesser time to work hard.

emaths-- got back the results. 47/50 quite glad for it though. sastisfied

amaths -- rather easy. quite challenging for some question. i want to get full marks

chemistry-- difficult to pass though. almost half of the paper was scribbled with numbers. because i dun really understand the mole concept in the qns. i just used any numbers i see and used them. hopefully those will gain me some marks xD i was like stoned for 5 mins if i shld just giv up the test halfway because i think i will fail it. its is how bad u failed. not how good u score. i think.

physics-- equally horrible. because i gave up studying suddenly the previous night. wasted so much time to revise the dynamics. lotsa ppl say it was easy. and the pressure qns cost me a boom. i didnt study tat.

chinese-- manageable. but i want to achieve an A1. pls. but i doubt i can get it. i suck in languages

social studies -- erm. hopefully i can pass. but not wit flying colours though because i didnt write the two pronged approach.

geography -- not tested yet

biology-- not tested yet

tml i still have revision test by my tuition teacher. stress accumulation. vectors, transformation, probability (i forget abt it alrdy) and some other things. aiya. dun like it.

the twelve zodiac animals. UNITE! i think only 12 ppl noe wad am i talking abt including me. xD

its gonna be ur bdae soon. happy bdae. and u really dun remember 10th jan?

i did forgive u, but u did wrong once again. do u think u deserve another chance? i m so disappointed wit u.

2007-02-24T20:26:00.000-08:00

GOSH. my computer is really conked up now. phoned the support service engineers and they replied tat they are busy.. blah blah blah. rah. all the common test this week. lols. gonna work hard. but tats not the main thing. the main thing is i want to get my computer done up this week. busy busy busy. and today need to celebrate ren ri. nvm.

social studies. hopefully i can do well though. im not so good in making a judgement. just needa to remember the two pronged approach can alrdy. yup. wednesday syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall. thurs, friday and sat band. monday oral. only tues and sunday is free for me. omg. engineers can u all pls come down on sunday for me? haha. i think the computer is getting from bad to worse.

ya.. ya.. might not be able online so often these days. cos the computer will on and off as it likes anytime. so yup. and all the 4e7-ians, work hard for the common test alright? yup.

2007-02-23T05:24:00.000-08:00

TWO TEST DOWN!

MATHS was a killer. my LOCI constructions were so messy. i dun understand the qns. other than tat, it was alright. okay. above average. vincent LEONG scored 49/50. so envious. why cant the other vincent score better or as well as the other one?

ENGLISH was EVEN WORSE. it was a serial killer. i was stoning at all those comprehension question. yah. u might wonder how can i fail in english. but the fact is i failed english before. and im afraid the history might repeats itself again. summary was even worse. i was basically summarising the whole passage. rah. forget abt it

BAND. kinda lose track of it. yup. dany is improving. he is better than me when im in sec2. he got senior to guide, i dont. yup. quite happy. maybe this is the best satsifaction seniors will get when they leave the band. and OBVIOUSLY SOME PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND. crocodile tears wont help you anything. get a life.

person2-
u have changed. not only me have been disappointed with u. no doubt u can play nice melodies on ur flute. but can u make it perfect? are u attracting attention? or are u just desperate of frens? maybe tats another reason why i want to change place.

STUDY CLUB. guess tat this wed me and shi han cant come. but im sure the rest of u can come right? so dun make it officially close down. xD

social studies; amaths; chemistry; physics; biology so many test next week. good luck to everyone.!

2007-02-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

More visiting yesterday. We are supposedly to be IN mr teo's house by 9. however he was not at home so we waited outside of his house. yup.we pressed the door bell, rang up his house. nobody answered. so we assume that noone was in his house. until he came, he said their children were in the house all the time. i was like -.- i mean, wun they pick up the phone at least because the ringing sound was like so loud that we could even hear it so clearly outside the house. lols.

(cedric still insists that he lives opposite mr teo)

anyway, went back home and rested. my uncle fetched me to my aunt's house. played cards. i think i won some money. yup. i think my cousin has SUPER lucky hands lah. he can get so many black jack lah. at first he got an ace.den he keep on saying ace ace, ace ace, ace ace. he wanted to get 2 ace. den later he say 'SHIT LAH'. so we tot he got a lousy card. Unexpectedly, he got a black jack lah. i was like O.O like tat also shit ah?

(i want to learn da lao 2)

we LAO YU SHENG again. this time i wished tat i can balance my studies, friends and so on and so forth. because, definitely, i wil want to share my happiness wit my frens, i wldnt want to get the best grades and nobody is able to share my joy. hopefully i can do that. and i'll prove it to u. my uncle said tat 3 of my computers were infected wit virus. RAH. hate virus

(how do u all keep you computer anti-virus other den using an anti-virus software?)

i want to be a better person in this new year

i lost it once, and i dun want to lose it again. i want to hang on to it. no matter wad.

2007-02-18T19:42:00.000-08:00

on chinese new year, vincent's computer cant connect to the internet and is suspected to be infected wit virus. how great it is. sigh.

so disappointed. it is not even 1 year old and yet it gave me so much problems. rah! im going to scold the HP engineer to fix my computer and DEMAND him to make sure none of this cases will occur again after chinese new year. because chinese new year must be HAPPY. and now sad. lols. test will be after chinese new year till march, hopefully i wil do well in all of them.

did lots of visiting. tasted red wine. taste nice. and i've got lucky hands too. interpret lucky hands. haha. rather boring cos there is lots of generation between my cousin and i except for a few. yup.

(i cant log in to my msn for the 5th time)

im all drained out. i want rest. i want my bed. i want my air con. NO. it shld be i NEED rest, NEED bed and NEED air con. hahas. and most imptly, i need MORE A1's and NEED more MONEY. lols. haha. going to my aunt's hse soon. so on tat note, bye. xD

(RAH!! i cant log in to msn. im going to BAO!)

2007-02-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

total defence day today. ya ya ya. you can tell me lots of info on total defense day. can be found in the social studies book. bought sweets for ppl. for the belated valantine. yup. the supposed geo test was postphone due to the fire drill

after english we went to the hall for some talk on total defense. some of u will find it 'informative' but i find it damm boring and sick. lols. after that we had amaths test. yup. hopefully i will get good results?

tml is chinese new year eve's eve. going out to marina square. yup. looking forward to tomorrow.

p.s. the class is decorated very this cheena festive season. xD

thans seryang for the time u had wasted on me and accompany me to buy my chinese new year clothes at PP. anyway, the aunty at S&K want you to go back ther. u want? haha. hope u did well for geo. yup.

2007-02-13T03:02:00.000-08:00

Tml is valantines. im sure those sweet little couples out there. but nvm, im sure the SC will make me feel soo in love with the books. today was chinese test. manageable. yup.

mrs sum kept calling my name for english lesson ytd. i kept on thinking if she keeps on calling my name because i failed my english test. i really felt nervous now. dunno why. but i guess there's nth i can do abt it.

went to buy new year clothes with uncle mark. yup. he paid for my meals and t shirt. dunno how to thans him. but well, thans. weather is getting warmer recently. and emerlyn is emtionally unstable. luckily dominic became my scapegoat. if not i will be her victim. yay!

saw sher, sixian, ivan, desi today when i went around. yup. quite shock to see them though. Titration today. and i kept missing the orange colour thingy. RAH!.

SYF coming. everyone stay focus! one, two, THREE!.

someone read my blog and say it was all chinese. but is there any chinese words here? I WONDER. lols.

2007-02-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

A lot of things has been happening this week. Yup, i have receive my biology results. It was better than I expected. cos i thought i wil flunk that paper. No doubt that i must work hard now. Yesterday was the release of O lvls results. I saw many people with Distinction in their Languages. I WANT 8A'S TOO. AND I WANT 8 A1'S. anyway, i noe how to pray for an a1. because cedric was writing A1 all over the place, switch the fan speed to 1, put 1 finger on his lips, and something else. he don't want me to say. so yup.

for every good things there will be bad. so yup. hope we can really bond as a class. no more internal conflicts ya?

anyway, i want to say something abt band.

person1:
HAD U HAVE ENOUGH OF NONSENSE? CRYING DURING INVESTITURE, SHOUTING THAT U MISS HER YET U, URSELF IS DISAPPOINTING HER. SO SHUTUP ALRIGHT? DO U WANT HER TO COME BACK AND SEE YOU HAVING THIS KIND OF STANDARD? YOU WANT? GET REAL, U CANT EVEN PLAY THE RIGHT MUSIC YET U WANT TO SAY U ARE PLAYING TECHNO. TECHNO? MY FOOT.! BE MORE RESPONSIBLE. THE WHOLE SECTION IS IN UR HANDS ALRIGHT? TAKE CARE OF THEM. AND NOT CARE ONLY ABT URSELF. DUN SLACK WHENEVER THERE IS A CHANCE. OCCASIONAL BREAKS IS OKAY. BUT U ARE RESTING MORE THAN PRACTICING. THEY PUT U AS A SECTION LEADER COS THEY THOUGHT U WILL WORK HARD AND MOTIVATE TO BE A BETTER PLAYER. YOU REALLY DISAPPOINT THEM A LOT. DO SOME REFLECTION ON YOURSELF ALRIGHT? NO ONE DARE TO SAY THIS, COS THEY ARE AFRAID OF U. NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE PLAYING WELL. TELL SIR IF U LIKE, BECAUSE I CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE. AT LEAST I'M TELLING A FACT. IF U WANT TO QUIT BAND JUST BECAUSE OF SOME LAME EXCUSES, I THNK U ARE A SHALLOW PERSON. U ARE A DISGRACE TO US. EVEN DANY WHO HAVE THE LEADERSHIP COURSE COME FOR BAND PRACTICE EVEN FOR THAT PATHETIC 1 HOUR. WHAT ABT U? THINK DEEPLY ALRIGHT?

person2:
stop emo-ing during practice. hiding urself in one corner and play ur own music. can u be more responsible as well? teach the sec2. how many time have u known ur sec 2? what are some of the common mistakes do u noe? as an assistant section leader, u should at least noe what is their common mistakes. even jueying a non asl also noes it. pls, i dun want to see ur mood or your emotion affecting the band. u can scar yourself no matter what, im not going to give a damn anymore. be independent. practice pls. stand up. baoshan dun have solo is it? why is that u are the only one whom will be so stress after u playing the solo? are u attracting attention or wad? u want to know why am i ignoring you today? is because i dun want to cheer u up frm ur emo-ness. because u have been taking me for granted. after i cheer u up, the next day u get emo again. i dun want this.

although i know i have no rights to comment abt this, but it is because all of u these people do not know ur own mistakes. and because, no one dares to tell u. therefore im tell u this. even sir knows this or what so ever, let it be it. because im telling a FACT. i want to see a GREATER change. i dont want the seniors to be disappointed wit us. if u all dun want them to come back, I WANT alright? you people pls do some reflection rather den getting emo and stone there for nth. person1, and person2, u noe who u are. im not shaming u here. it is just tat i dun want u to jiang cuo jiu cuo. RAH!

okay. back to a happy mode, lols. anyway, i hate magnets not forgetting loci as well. still have lots of hmk undone. going to do chinese first. i've got motivated by joel and cedric. xD

2007-02-05T07:02:00.000-08:00

WHY THINGS TURN OUT TO BE LIKE THIS? MY CHEMISTRY SUCKS. I DUN WANT THIS KIND OF RESULTS. WHY AM I NOT REMORSEFUL ABT MY DISGRACING GRADES? HOW CAN I MAKE SUCH A HUGE MISTAKE?
******

gonna break down soon from all these tests tat is coming. nv felt so disappointed with myself before. the stress tat is weighing on me, pressing me down.
******

am i finding stress for myself? or is it real stress? what makes us different from ppl in RI and those top schools? im sure we have the same intelligence. only tat we are less hardworking. this is how i think. isnt that right?

2007-02-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

GAH. woke up late today so was late in meeting shihan, joel, joshua, yanting and dominic. i ride my bicycle and tot it will make me reach my place quicker. but that old cranky bike of mine has deflated wheels. i have exert so much force to move a small distance.

did the project, most of it. i guess. yup. kept sneezing at shi han's house. morning flu i guess. her parents treat us lunch. lots of different kinds of food. really appreciated her family a lot. inlcuding his brother for helping us to solve some technical problems.

back home, slept. woke up and kept sneezing non stop. i have to stuff tissues into my nostrils to stop my mucous from flowing out. the mucous seemed to be very diluted because it was very wet. =X haha. too explicit alrdy is it?

tried to study. but i was damn frustrated with my nose. GAH. keep on running. i think he is trying to be funny. keep on playing catching with me.

seryang having concert today. but i didnt go. sorry.

sum up all the chunks of info in the net together. most of the credits go to joel. help us do lots of stuffs. yup. he more pro in computer wad. lols. he say he very stress. need to cool down. xD

in return, i help him do the composition. xD.

geo test coming up. hope to do well.. im really not feeling very well.. hopefully no more running nose. thans

2007-02-02T07:14:00.000-08:00

Band exchange tomorrow. im kinda excited yet with all the excitement, there is a pinch of reluctance. yup. dun ask me why. cos im still confuse of how am i feeling these few days.

todays practice was similar to the previous. but at least i improved a little bit. i think. my reed is spoil and hopefully sir will sponsor the oboes more reeds. PLEASE~~~.

a lot of test, homework, group works tat are due next week. SO hectic. yup.

today was parents teacher's meeting. i didnt want my parents to come cos im sure they will force the teacher to find my faults and start complaining now. or in othe words, i shld be saying im a goodboy so other than praises, they cant say other things abt me. XD. all the praises hear until i can memorize alrdy. so save the transport trip for my parents. XD.

these days have been very cold and sleepy. i cant on my hibernation button now. cos i must complete my bio by hook or by crook by today. RAH. so troublesome

im lacking of tags now. u ppl ah. so naughty. read vincent's blog and nv tag. ying2 dont even noe i have blog. lols. off to do research now.

lols

2007-02-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

today is thursday. hectic day for vincent. he got back his social studies results. was rather happy although it wasnt a test. but still i think i did it just because of some sheer luck. yup.

english today was very intriguing. so many stories frm mrs sum. yup. heard frm the other classes a lot of ppl failed their chem. hopefully vincent isnt one of those failures. but instead those with distinctions. XD.

maths. was totally off for me. i hate maths now. erm. i cant find time for maths. it stresses me up. lols.

tuition today was all abt transformation. it was darn sian. see here and there still the same thing. i prefer calculations. yup. tml will gonna be a great day.hopefully.

my playing today was rather disappointing to myself. the sound is not the kind of sound i want. guess i have to practice more. i need a new reed. LOLS

2007-01-30T06:46:00.000-08:00

bio lessons. did the ecology project. so many weird weird animals. the computer wasnt as lag as ytd. did some research but more of talking to cedric and shihan.

since mr teo's went for sec 3 camp, we've 4 free periods. i dint bring my maths stuffs. instead i prepared physics. cos tml is physics test. and i dun want my results like BIO or CHEM. dun say them infront of me. or else im going to get very frustrated.

emerlyn complains tat i have bad breath. cos i eat garlic bread. she say if i insist on eating, den i am not allowed to talk to her. -.- very fierce. RAH!

miss cheng took the last 4 periods. actually i was quite entertained by her because i was still awake with my eyes wide open. 0.0 except for my sitting poisture. she den stared at weihao/ying/me for bad poisture. and we were looking around who is she referring to. lols. anyway, i am still lacking of confidence in studies. RAH. how can i study smartly? lols.

i dun want to disappoint the teachers. like miss eileen chia. guess our test really disappoint her. neither will i disappoint my parents and other teachers. I MUST WORK HARD. no more emo stuffs. cos they are just obstacles. lols.

anyway, i got sore eyes and i suspect it is caused by cedric rashes. dunno how it is transmitted to my eyes. lols.

studying for physics. byebye

2007-01-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

Yes it is weekends now. vincent is trying to be positive. i want to lead a stress-less life. yup. anyway, wads done is done. like my chemistry. im done for tat paper. although i think i will disappoint mrs chua. but stil, i disappoint myself the most.

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WAIT
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shouldnt this be a happy entry? =]

hopefully no monday blues for me tml. yup. short and sweet post. thans for those who have been cheering me up these days. thanks a lot. yup. obviously yang hasnt shown any concern. stupid him. RAH. haha.

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ytd had band exchange with 4 different schools

bukit merah

bedok view

mayflower

pasir ris

yuying

wow. so style. frm the longest name to the shortest name. im lame lah. lols.

i think our band is very... erm. not up to standard yet? but we wil improve right?

it's time for us to work as a team.

learn frm mistakes.

yup. work hard together. dun say u are stress now.

cos the standard of ur playing will tell us how much effort u put in

and how stress u are. so dun complain.

work hard alright? i dun want u to break down. u noe who u are. yup

im not scolding u. just giving my personal comment. yup.

okay tats all.. yup..

2007-01-26T05:06:00.000-08:00

double post for today. yup. just misplaced my physics ten year series and emaths text book, darn, anyone see it? im irritated when i lose my things. hate it. yup.

yosua just book out frm army. he is botak. but he dun want to show me. lols. everyone pls flood him. haha.

apologies for my previous pessimistic post. yup. just felt a little down. yup. take care everyone...

sorry. i promise i wun make empty promises. sorry...........

2007-01-26T05:01:00.000-08:00

weather is bad again and poor little vincent is sick. sneezing through the chilly night alone. vincent did something very bad once again. but he promises tat he wun break his promises again. neither wil he make empty ones. yup.

he has done terribly in bio test and worse in chemistry. he is a stupid fool. worse than a fool maybe. he wants to work hard. but there is nothing to push him. gosh.

im dead. i dun think i neeed to take back my results. i NOE how much i can get. and currently, im in no position to have a place in either sajc, tjc or vjc. dun say abt vjc. forget it. i cant make it.. even thru dsa. GAH....

vincent has a fren who scar her arm. but is it worthwhile for she to do this just for a guy? maybe it is, at least well to her... he wun let his fren to hurt herself.

vincent's class is not performing up to standard for maths, including himself. gotta do something. but wad? he, himself doesnt have enuff time for the least enjoyment, maybe blogging? yup.

even his computer is against him. keep on hanging. luckily there is 'Recover post' function. if not he will be banging his computer now.

tml there will be a band exchange. hopefully he will make some new frens. although i treasure my frens a lot now. hahas. okay. i will smile. i'll try to stay strong. but im not sure if i can sustain/substain (which word is correct ah?). lols

2007-01-23T02:53:00.000-08:00

Tests are coming. and BAD THINGS COME TOGETHER. i cant take it. so many stress. argh. i guess i wont be getting 90++% cos if i were to get 90++% i will need to get 27/30. and the worst thing is i think i will flunk the paper. cos i wrote rubbish for it. i really hope i can do well. but heaven is not on my side

surprise maths test today. and if u were to ask dominic, i think he is afraid of me. cos i kept on throwing my temper on him. i was cursing the qns as i was solving them. sorry dom. today i was lacking of luck. cos everything seems to be getting on my way. including my favourite permutation and combination. RAWRS.

tml is chemistry. hopefully it will turn out to be GOOD. yup. hopefully.

out of the three frens, i was quite glad that 1, smiled back at me. 1 replied me, another 1, i didnt met him. so not dunno yet. gtg bb.

2007-01-20T22:49:00.000-08:00

a lot of unpleasent things is happening. stress is building within me. i need to take a break. definitely not now when common test are around the corner. i just feel frustrated. seriously, i really hope u all will give a chance to prove to u tat im a changed person. i was a take-for-granted person. i WAS, but not now. i do treasure the friendship between/among all of us. yup.

emotionally mixed. i cant control my mood nowadays. i hope school wil make me happier. or at least u not giving me tough qns to ans. u joke more in class tat make me laugh. u will really forgive me. u will not mistaken me. u will give me a paper tat is suited to me.

all the u's refer to some of the ppl. frens and etc. yup. u shall identify urselves.

bio test this coming tues. i dun want to have the results i used to have previously. i aim for a full marks, 90++% at least. I WANT TO DO BETTER.

2007-01-19T03:51:00.000-08:00

for any reason, i really hope the two people can forgive me for wad i did. i really hope i can change for the better.

for the guy. im really sorry. my stupid big mouth ruin ur things. sorry. but i assure u nothing will go wrong. she didnt hear anything. i promise. for all the mistakes i made, my apologies. sorry.. i really hope u can forgive me

for the girl. im sorry if my character made u dislike me. but i can change. seriously, im serious in our friendship. for this i can tell u. thats why i called u up and apologise to u on moon cake festival. cos i treasure this friendship.

for my 8/9 yrs buddy. sorry.sometimes i may throw my temper at u. maybe often-ly. i didnt mean it. but i noe tat isnt an excuse. i want to apologise to u. i really hope if u dislike me, or u cant take it, tell me, dun accumulate inside. sorry. i think i disappointed u the most. all i can wish for, our friendship will be stronger den present. can we?

sorry.. to all my frens out there. i guess i disappointed all of u. sorry if i had done any mistakes to u. im really sorry. dun keep it frm me if u hate me. cos i really want to change for the better. give me a chance to change. will you?

2007-01-16T01:40:00.000-08:00

i dunno why today was so boring. yup. i kept dozing off in the lesson. yup. today i saw hupsong running to catch the bus. since he was running i ran after him as well. he stopped suddenly. cos he saw the WRONG BUS LAH. so malu. a lot of ppl stare at me. but more ppl stare at him. to avoid being embarrass, i told him tat i ran after him to warn him not to take the wrong bus. yup. as we were catching our breath, ms chia and ms fang came. they gave us a lift to sch.. so cool. thans hupsong for being so famous in school ah. can enjoy free ride. XD.

i slept during the reading period. yup. my bio sucks liao lah. so lousy. cos i kept spelling the name of bacterium wrongly. lols. if not i can at least score 17/18. yup. amanda. so it is no big deal for u to outdo me. i shall win u next time. lols.

chemistry was like horrendous lah. mole concept was my strength. but now it has become a burden. omg. im damn lousy liao lah. mistakes here and dere.

the most satsisfying lesson was maths. cos i noe how to do all the question so proud of myself. actually not really. cos i have tuition ma

extra practice for today. yup heard something very unpleasent. yup. was utterly disappointed. how could u say these kind of things to my derder. yup. it is NOT wrong for u call them to come back and practice. but can ur tone be at least better? PLS?! they are girls leh.

yup. anyway for another person. if u noe whom u are. yup. say no more okay? everything is my fault alrigth? do wateva u like. if u obstruct my path to wad i desire i shall not hold back anymore. dun take me for granted by my gentleness. i have my limit. u obstruct my path, i will push u aside. tat is my dream. i will do wateva it takes to achieve tat. nothing can stop me.

enuff. i dun want my mood to be affected by this girl whom obstruct my path. aiyah do wadeva u like lah...

some random post. peifen is very interested in seryang.
there is something interesting happening in band haha.

eh. derder is not my real gf lah. im stil single now. lols. jodie told me tat ppl think i like elaine. lols. she is just my derder, protective over her. tats all. no miunderstanding pls. i dun want this kind of thing to disturb my friendship wit her k?

RAWRS. I WANT TO BREAK FREE.

2007-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

YES. im here. im BACK. lols. yup. anyway, something unpleasent unhappen in the sch. if u are the one, i tell u that u no need to use my fren to convince me or anything okay? if u nt free den nvm. forget it. i'll find other ppl if i need help. since u are so busy. so yup.

cca bazaar was today. class by class came and visited the band. and due to the time constrains, the visiting time for each classes is GREATLY reduced. haha. but it was so nice. cos i played sock hop on the flute. nicenicenice.! elaine, teach me k? lols.and fyi, my choice of instrument is actually flute. but cos there were too many girls. so yup. didnt join flute section, joined clarinet section instead.

i told the sec1s the FACTS abt band, positive one of cos. (: and i think they are quite pleasent as well. especially one of the parents. hah.

ytd i was caught in the MONSOON RAIN. and was drenched totally and the best thing was i still have to go for tuition in my wet uniform and bag. the tutor was 'kind' enough to switch off the aircon to make me feel more cold. Learning frm my mistake, i brought an umbrealla today. although i was tat dry, but at least i dun feel wet. lols.

we did marching for band the last practice. we were in the hall and tim keep on disturb me by spanking my butt. WTH! lols. serve him right cos he slidded and fell. as a result his butt was BLEEDING. haha. menses. lols.

anyway, elaine is my 'der der' not real one though. haha. cos she got HONEY. alrdy. lols. ALL of us noe liao lah. lols. no need to hide HOR. hah. anyway, der der is just a name. nth special so dun get the wrong idea. HAHA. cos i will have my one and only.. LOLS. u should who u are. XD.

recently, i've just realise im in love wit the sky. haha.took lots of pic today. with my trio junior, derder, 8years fren, and derder's sister's dardar. haha. wanting lah. lols.

GAMEBOY visited band today. he was chaota. haha burnt. lols. anyway, today is fun. but i really want to have a very very tired band practice..

i love to have tiring practice, cos it gives me a sense of a achievement. haha. lots of hmk undone. but im not bothering abt them. lols

2007-01-10T22:45:00.000-08:00

AAHH.. my blogger is very lag now.. haha. mandie... see so lag. so cant link you. got link? got...

today maths lesson was like.. erm.. -.- stupid mr teo anyhow say. me and emerlyn are NOT quarreling. we are exchanging pointers. we only bicker at times. den will have climax and joke. if not in class will be studying studying and STUDYING. lols.

vanessa, amanda, annlynn, and sheryl are deprived of childhood. they are still so immatured. haix. they still say tat i am not DEVELOPED yet. i noe how to drink water properly ok?

camilia is getting more hardworking. and under the influence of emerlyn, my multi-tasking skills is improving. haha

something wrong with my com. gonna get it fixed. if not i will roar at the HP. lols. jodie so smelly. cos it is so late now and she haven bathe. lols.. stinky.. lalala.. only i can say her stinky cos she is my best fren. if other ppl call her stinky or wad, i will box u. HAHA. lols. cos im special mah. LOLS..

there is band tml. im so excited (not). and and and... there is tuition tml. so sian. -.-

2007-01-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

ytd i went jogging with jodie at bedok reservoir. and obviously, bedok reservoir is not tat near, we cycled there. yup. so spastic. stupid cars. haha.

anyway, i saw the sky so beautiful. so i took a picture of it. yup. i got skills right?haha.

we started jogging. jodie was like really jogging. okay. girls run slow... thats a fact. i kept on jogging and jogging. when it was almost one whole round i stopped jogging and do some fast walking to cool down. walked for 400m. and jodie is nowhere to be seen. i was drenched in sweat. the sun has set and the sky became gloomier.

ten minutes has past and FINALLY jodie has come. yup. after tat we cylced to the fitness corner to do some situps. i tried to do pull up. haha. i noe im failure lah. but at least i've got the thought of even trying it.

the fitness corner wasnt surrounded with street lamps. it was so dark. so i told jodie tat if she get molested at here, nobody will noe. MUHAHAHAS. lols. and she call me to go and die. LOLS.

went home.. and this few days i was like so slack. i called myself to STUDY at home, but the sight of books alrdy turn me off. LOLS.

and and and. it is an honour for elaine's name to be on my blog. right? haha. jj. dun complain. u dunno how happy she is. haha

tests and tests coming up. and why so many seniors keep asking me when is cca open house?

ON friday lor. haha. ANYWAY anyone interested in saint andrew alumni band concert? it's nice. GOT FATE OF GODS. haha. go lah. im going for sure.. at least i think so. haha

2007-01-06T20:09:00.000-08:00

SOME pics i have taken. artistic RIGHT?

beautiful sky isnt it? the lamp post was a little out over here. but the sky is still very NICE.

me and my 13years old cousin. he is not yang though

Can you see the light? lols. artistic right? lols

christmas lollipops frm my aunt. it taste awkward. haha.

2007-01-06T19:40:00.000-08:00

yesterday i stayed at home for the whole afternoon. actually i wanted to start/ finish up my holiday homework. yup. but at the moment i sat on my sofa and watch tv, i dun feel like getting up. im so slack lah. next year o lvls alrdy.

went for tuition in the evening. came back at 10pm. tuition teacher taught us permutation. and obviously i dun understand lah. but i still can get the sums right. so. yup. anyway, on my way home i saw someone familiar. was yang's fren. haha. anyway, as i was on my way home, i saw another girl. my pri sch junior. erm. was quite happy to see her after so long. she wave back with a very very big smile. haha.

just realise tat the sky was still very bright despite evening came. yup. and the morning seems darker. lols.

and the teachers gave us lotsa homework for us to complete. what subject do we have tml? why the sch so budget? cant photocopy the time table for us. make us have to copy ourselves. even the planner must buy. such a waste of money. buy planner just to go toilet.. quite meaningless. sch is getting poorer and more budget. fyi this is not called thrifty. i think this is called stingy.

got to practice oboe alrdy.. adios.. XD anyway tags are replied.

seryang. call me when u saw this.. lols. stupid. i dun want to call u. make my ears pain. if u want den call me.. LOLS. i dun care. XD

2007-01-05T07:44:00.000-08:00

haha. some random pics i took with my frens when we were in esplanade

just tell me something that i don't know please. cos i noe i rock the world. XD

this is NOT spastic. is cute. dun you think so? taken in bus. ced i noe xmas is like so long ago. but still. it's no OUTDATED. cos there's my face.

ytd band was very HIGH. cos the conducting speed is fast and have the adrenaline rush. so fun. however today was not as high as ytd. practice sunrise. yup. intonation problem again. im getting a new reed. my reed has like so many cracks. haha. yup.

around 5pm sir went off. kor started something lame. he wrote 'SHHH' on the back of saxophone fingering chart. den we started to communicate through writing. me and elaine was like so blur lah. cos mr pisit conduct. and we was too engross in writing and talking (or writing) back to jiajun, we forgot to play for tat part lah. LOLS. so funny. and we can laugh and play together.

JJ: SHHHHH
E: Orh
V: dun call us keep quiet lah. ur section more noisy. take care of ur section lah. (there's something more but i dunno wad did i write)
JJ: you know i can drop you by writing these words?
E: not i write one
V: is vincent write one. cannot ah? you very noisy leh. (i write this in chinese)
JJ: i am the commander of the band. dare to say i noisy. (everything in chinese except for the commander)
V: (translate commander into chinese for him.) BEN DAN (stupid)
JJ: you dare to say i stupid.. u den stupid lah.
V: you cannot say WE are stupid. cos me and ELAINE are nv to be separated.

den the rest of the conversation i was like telling jiajun how much elaine loves me and how loving the both of us are.

so funny. cos jiajun likes _____ (fill in the blanks) and i am just teasing him. lols. anyway, elaine snatched the paper and the sax fingering chart was torned. haha. so pro. anyway, elaine and baoshan was competing who can scream the loudest. and i told Jiajun tat 'elaine shi wei wo er han de' meaning elaine is screaming for me. cos she loves me too much. i was trying to make jiajun jealous. haha

i told him tat elaine is my gf. and jj say 'since u are his bf, help her carry the things lah' den i prove to him and help elaine carry lor. XD. later i pass the stuffs back to elaine and went home. but before tat, i kept shout 'LING'ER. byebye..' lols. and baoshan insist elaine to call me vinvin. erm. LOLS. and elaine said byebye to me. JIAJUN JEALOUS ANOT. IM NOT. haha.

ANYWAY, ELAINE IS NOT MY GF. IM ACTING ONLY. HAHA.

reached home.. was damn tired. mood was that great. stupid seryang still irritate me. XD. mood is better after i called shaun to discuss. lols. anyway, dany, u're improving work hard on it. XD

LESSONS were funfunfun.
mrs sum (english) ---> very engaging lesson. it makes me love english more than anything else.
mr teo (math-es) ---> uncomprehendable. but still, fun.
mdm marian (physics)---> i got irritated by erasing and drawing the line of best fit again and again

2007-01-02T02:28:00.000-08:00

first thing first i needa apologise to camilia and cedric. the double C's tat i so called pangseh dem cos my mom needa me to pack my room. yup.

second thing is I FINALLY noe how to finish one set of solitaire. it was quite an achievement for me already though.

third thing is tat, weird things happen around sherli. which kinda amazed me. but it was still scary.

forth, i still have tonnes of hmk not complete yet. and lihui left only one qns for her hmk. so contrast. i have so many qns not done lah. pls help. lols

fifthly, yang is really very emo nowadays. he said tat he will not emo anymore when sch reopens. erm. and i kinda got his emo-ness. lols. NEXT TIME DUN CALL U LE. waste my bills only. haha

six, there is o lvls this year. and i really really want to get good grades. it is like who doesnt want good grades? lols

seven. i really needa focus on my studies. yup. syf this year. quite stressful. hope everything turns out to be good. XD